The love of my life. (Ponyboy fanfic)

Chapter nine

Chapter nine

"Oh, pony I am so sorry. I didn't mean to." I said.

"If your sorry and didn't mean to then why did you do it?" He asked. He looked at me in the eye and I did the same.

"Well Cherry said that if I don't stay away from you then she'll beat me up. I have to do something I didn't want to do but it was the only the I could don't. I am so-" i said but he interrupted the last part with a kiss. I wasn't expecting it. But I felt sparks fly and I loved it. So I kissed back. We pulled away and we looked at each other.

"Sorry!" I finished

"Wow!" He said looking at me. I smiled.

"Wow" I said.

"I love you Sarah and I always will" he said to me smiling.

"I love you too Pony boy!" I said and kissed him again. He pulled away and looked at me.

"I'm sorry." He said looking at the ground.

"For what?" I ask looking at him.

"I can't love you." He said looking at me.

"Why can't you?" I ask a little mad.

"Because of Cherry. I love her too." He said looking at me.

"Oh... I see... You think it's ok to kiss a girl tell her that you love her and then tell her you can't love here because you love another girl" I said meanly.

"What no I didn't-" he said but I interrupted.

"I knew that you are a jerk just like Cherry! I can't believe I liked you and even kissed you. Have fun with you girlfriend now you fucking jerk." I yelled and stormed out of the house. And pony chased after me.

"Wait... Sarah... " he said and grabbed my hand and turn me around.

"Let go of me!!" I yelled.

"No!" He yelled back.I was pissed at him so I slapped him as hard as I as could.

"You selfish boy I rather be back at New York then be here with you." I said. He let go and back up. As I seted to words him.

"I hope I never see you ever again!" I yelled. I pushed him down when I said never. He looked at me with fear in his eyes.

"I would beat you so bad your face would be disformed. But because I am not your girl friend Cherry I'm not going to." I said. And started to walk away but stopped for a moment and stared to cry. And started to walk to my house while crying. I fell on the ground crying in my Front yard. I fell paint every where and I knew pony boy was watching me.

"I just want to die!!" I yelled while in paint. I hear somebody coming to me. I sodded and sodded. They put a hand on my back and I knew it was pony. So I got up and ran in to my house crying. I left him there. I wanted him to fell bad he should. Katie was in the living room watching tv. She got up went she heard me come in and I ran past her and went up to our room then locked the door. I laid down on my bed and sobbed and sodded and sobbed. I cried till 8:00pm and someone knocked on the door.

"Who is it?" I asked sadly.

"Sarah it me Katie some one is here to see you." She said.

"Who?" I asked sadly.

"It's pony boy!!" She yelled.

"Tell him to go away or go jump of a bridge!!" I said sadly/angrily.

"Pleases let me in Sarah!!" Pony yelled.

"No! Go away you jerk!" I yelled.

"Then can I come in?"Katie ask. I got up and unlocked the door and opened it but pony was the only one there. I looked at him.

"Go away" I said and was about to close the door but he walked in and then he closed the door.

"Look I sorry. ok" he said.

"Well sorry doesn't cut it jerk!" I said coldly.

"How can you be mad at me?" He asked me.

"I don't want to talk about and I don't want to talk to you!" I said meanly.

"Ok... I'll leave." He said and than kisses me. I pushed him away and turned way from him.

"How can you kiss Some one you don't even love. Just leave please." I said.

"I do love you Sarah, I'm just trying to keep you safe." He said and the leaves. I slam the door and and I started to cry again.