BITTER BUT SWEET

CHAPTER 11

NONE POV:
Seokmin was grappling with a whirlwind of emotions. The sudden engagement felt like a whirlwind, and he couldn't help but feel overwhelmed. Joshua, on the other hand, appeared satisfied with the quick decision, but Seokmin was a bit disoriented. He loved Joshua deeply and wanted to be with him, but everything was unfolding faster than he had anticipated.

With the engagement happening almost instantly, Seokmin couldn't help but feel like he was swept off his feet. He knew he wanted Joshua as his life partner, but this rapid turn of events had taken him by surprise.

Amid his thoughts and concerns, a soft touch and the sound of a familiar voice brought him back to the present.

Jisoo: "Hey!"

Seokmin looked up to see Joshua, the person who had touched his heart so deeply.

Dk: "Y-yes, Shua."

Jisoo: "What's wrong? You've been so quiet since we got engaged."

Seokmin sighed softly, finding it challenging to put his feelings into words. Joshua sensed his unease and concern and pulled Seokmin closer, holding his shoulder with a gentle touch.

Jisoo: "What's the matter? Are you not happy about it?"

Joshua's expression showed genuine concern and affection, and Seokmin couldn't help but be captivated by him. He marveled at how someone could be so breathtakingly beautiful and handsome simultaneously.

Seokmin didn't know how to express his feelings in that moment. His heart was torn between love for Joshua and his anxiety about the rapid pace of their engagement. The whirlwind of emotions inside him made it hard to articulate his thoughts and concerns.
Seokmin's mind was a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. He was deeply in love with Joshua, the man he admired and wanted to be his partner for life. The commitment was a dream come true, yet Seokmin couldn't help but have mixed feelings about the rapid engagement.

As he pondered these thoughts, he also reflected on his recent actions. He had gone to great lengths to protect his relationship with Joshua. Even calling Jeon Anna and threatening her was a testament to the lengths he would go to ensure his love's happiness. However, the recent turn of events had only deepened his anxiety.

Upon discovering Anna's disappearance, Seokmin was filled with apprehension. He feared that Anna might reveal his desperate actions and feelings to Joshua, jeopardizing their relationship. The idea of Joshua discovering his dark side and feeling disgusted by it was haunting Seokmin.

However, as he contemplated the whirlwind of emotions within him, a realization slowly dawned upon Seokmin. Perhaps he was overthinking the situation. Maybe he should embrace the happiness of finally being engaged to the man he loved. After all, Joshua had not yet uncovered his inner turmoil, and he was still willing to marry Seokmin.

Seokmin recognized the opportunity before him – to permanently secure his place in Joshua's life. With a newfound determination, he decided to cast aside his doubts and overthinking. He was grateful for the chance to be with the man he adored, and he was determined to make the most of it.

Seokmin's genuine smile softened Joshua's heart. He had been so deep in thought, wrestling with his own emotions, that he hadn't realized how much Seokmin's happiness meant to him.

Jisoo: "You're right, Seok-ah," Joshua whispered in agreement. "Maybe I have been overthinking things."

Seokmin's proposal to spend the night together caught Joshua by surprise. He paused to consider the request. Staying at Seokmin's place had been their norm before, and he was more than willing to continue the tradition.