Back To You

chapter 1

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I hope you feel loved. even though it is not my love, you're feeling.´

Hyunjin was somewhat traumatized just by reading the diary and did not dare to open the letter that had been written for him by Jisung.

Jisung had never thought that there would ever be a chance of Hyunjin getting that letter

But fate had pulled its strings to help the letter reach Hyunjin

Help Jisung's love reach Hyunjin.

He had taken the box with him to home but still had no courage to look at it... He felt some kind of emotion in him that had been eating him up.

He did not know what this feeling was it how is it even caused.

His whole day had gone through by thinking about Jisung and the regrets of never being with Jisung

He wondered if he had the chance to tell his younger self about Jisung what would his younger self do.

Would his younger self save the poor Jisung from this cruel world?

Hyunjin did not even realise that he fell into a deep slumber by the thoughts of Jisung...

"Hyunjin"

Who was it? who called him? He looked around

There was standing there far away from Hyunjin all in white...

For the first ever time Hyunjin looked at him properly and noticed all of the details of Jisung

He was pretty

Han Jisung was pretty

"I love you Hwang Hyunjin"

...
Ring

Ring

Ring.

His phone rang Hyunjin was annoyed as he cursed at his phone

"Hello," he spoke in an annoyed voice

"You are still sleeping?" The question itself made Hyunjin angry

"Felix, you're in freaking America and I am in Korea there are some time differences that-"

"Look outside it's sunny and I am in Korea outside waiting at you're front door "

Huh?

"What do you mean?"Hyunjin went out of his room to get the door

There he stood Hyunjin's boyfriend the famous face of Korea Lee Felix

Hyunjin looked at him with one eyebrow raised "Why did you not tell me beforehand that you were coming-"

"I messaged you over a hundred times and even called you but there was no response from you," Felix answers glaring at him... Hyunjin checked his phone he noticed how his phone was kept in silent mode.

"I'm sorry it was on silent "he apologized feeling sorry "Who picked you up?"

"Changbin picked me up," Felix said ohh Hyunjin thought well it was no special it was always Changbin who had been there for Felix when Hyunjin was absent

"I am hungry" Felix spoke "I skipped my breakfast on the plane I wanted to have breakfast with you he said startling Hyunjin

Hyunjin gave him a sly smile "Umm there is nothing in the kitchen but we can go out right lix''

Felix sighed "yea why not."

It was like a small date but there was this heavy silence around no one knew what was each other's concern

"Felix i-i wanted to ask you something?" Hyunjin started Felix froze as a blush rose from his cheeks was this finally happening he questioned

"W-what it is Hyun?"

"I-i um"

"Do you remember Han Jisung?"

Well, that was not something Felix imagined Hyunjin to talk about.

"Han Jisung?'' He questioned not quite being familiar with his name

"The Han Jisung we went high school" Still seeing Felix's confused face he gave up

"The Han Jisung who came all over the news that he had killed himself..." He said it feeling a lump in his throat he does not know why but the name of the dead boy is making him hurt so much.

"Ohh I remember now" Felix regained his senses about the boy "But what about him? Why are you asking about him?" he questioned Hyunjin

"Well," he did not want to tell Felix about Jisung's feelings so he kept quiet

He did not want to share

"Well, I just remembered him..." He gave an awkward smile to Felix

"Though I don't remember quite how he was or how he was doing I remember him getting bullied every time... It's sad h-how he had to go away this soon" he spoke not knowing his body was slightly shivering as he thought about Jisung

"I wish he could have loved a longer and better life I wish someone would have held him tight and loved-"

"Hyunjin" Felix's high-tempered voice broke him out of his thought as he looked over to Felix who did not look like he was in a good mood

"What is it-?"

"Why do you care about someone who is long dead- when I, you're fucking lover been waiting for decades wishing my boyfriend will finally be able to propose to me but no he is here with me talking dreamily about another guy who had killed-"

'Felix" Hyunjin shouted his name he breathed heavily "Don't talk about Jisung like that and about marriage you do know how I feel-"

"Hyunjin I have heard this over a hundred times, why am I not good enough" Felix asked

"No, it's not that I love you lix"

"Fuck. But I- it's too soon for me all the responsibility other fucking things I don't know about it"

Felix was ready to start another argument when Hyunjin's phone rang

It was Minho he looked at Felix and sighed after receiving Minho's call the call was short just Hyunjin telling him he would be there soon

He then looked over to Felix and breathed out a heavy sigh

"I- we will talk this out later, right? Minho hyung needs me to call changbin to take you back home- "his voice was cut off when Felix pushed him and went from the restaurant.

Hyunjin sighed and made his way to Minho

"Fucking fuck" Minho's screams can be heard everywhere in the office as Hyunjin asked one of his colleagues what was going on

But before the other could answer Minho's voice cuts them

"Fucking Hyunjin it's done, it's finally over" Minho exclaimed making Hyunjin even more confused.

"The fucking time capsule is done...it's a success" Minho shakes Hyunjin as he expresses his happiness

Hyunjin also seemed ecstatic as he forgot all the arguments he had gone through with Felix

He goes up checking over the capsule as he gets over thousands of people congratulating him for the success

He looks over to the capsule as the tears make their way to him, he feels a big hug from Minho as he smiles over to him.

Minho looks at him and questions "Let's try it"

Hyunjin's eyes widen as he quickly regains his posture though it might be a success is still not okay for a human to be experimented on this" Hyunjin says Minho also agrees with that

"Then how can we work this thing out?" he questions Hyunjin again, Hyunjin gave it a lot of thought until he came up with an idea...

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