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If I could meet Jisung again I would hug him tight and never let him go.
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"You decided to apologise after 2 days seriously Hyunjin-" Felix's annoyed voice was heard sitting in front of Hyunjin both sitting at a restaurant Hyunjin booked.
"I'm sorry lix I don't know what was wrong with me" he sighed not even glancing at Felix...Felix found his behaviour odd and stared at his face for a quiet time he noticed Hyunjin's pale face and dried tears how bad his eyes were swollen and his running nose he looked like a mess.
"Y-you cried-" Felix asked Hyunjin "N-no i-"..." Oh common Hyunjin look at your face it's-" Felix stopped as he felt a rush of guilt "I'm sorry I know I'm forcing you into this marriage matter" Felix sighed
Hyunjin looked at Felix.
These tears were not for you
"It's not about that lix I mean I do love you and want to live with you but right now my state is very bad and I can't protect you with this mind I swear I will make up for this" Hyunjin sincerely apologise
"I'm sorry too okay I'm also pressured with work and all so I had come out to you rudely sorry Hyunjin I love you".
"Hmm," Hyunjin hummed "I do too."
"Let's dig in" Felix says happily eating his food Hyunjin stares at the boy and smiles
Yeah...Felix is all for me I can't worry about Jisung now. he was no one for me and I don't even know him.
But-
Why does my heart hurt so much-
"It's raining," Felix said with a disgusted expression cutting off Hyunjin's rails of thought "Huh" he looked out it was raining
Felix hated rain
While Hyunjin admired it from afar because Felix hated rain... he says how it gets him wet, sticky and dirty a feeling of unhappy.
Well, Hyunjin to be the opposite just loved rain more than anything but when he found out his lover hated it, to please his lover he pretended to hate rain.
Let's run away.
"Let's wait till the rain stops"
"Yes."He wondered
If Jisung loved the rain?
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"Have you ever regretted something you had done Minho Hyung" That was odd coming from Hyunjin Minho stopped his work as he put down his glasses and stared at Hyunjin sighing a bit
"Every single time" he stares blankly 'every single time I wish to undo my mistakes from the past' Hyunjin hums.
''I could have saved him" Minho mumbles
"Who?"
Just a guy I knew.
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"So you're doing it?" Minho asks looking at Hyunjin who looked at the letter he was holding.
Hyunjin's plan after Minho told him that the time capsule would be dangerous to send a human so he planned out by sending a letter or a message to his teenage self.
The idea was not bad as they could even find if there were any errors present in the machine also that was not all Hyunjin had thought, he wanted something more than just the success of the machine
He wanted to tell his younger self about the Jisung.
He wanted his younger self to save Jisung.
And after giving it so many thoughts he came to a final decision no matter what the outcome was;
He wanted the younger Hyunjin to save Jisung.
"Don't write too much information in the letter that could affect the future" Minho says "I'm serious there should be nothing about any personal matters and future timeline things that have happened...if something changes in the past everything in future will come crashing down due to butterfly effect remember that.
Hyunjin" he warns.
I know...I can't convey the message to my younger self directly as I'm afraid of the butterfly effect but all I want him to notice is Jisung.
To be Jisung's friend...to be a part of him. He thought
He breaks out of his thoughts when Minho holds his shoulder "Just do you know we can't guarantee success after putting the letter in the capsule there might be a chance of a black hole swallowing it wholly or it can go into another dimension by an error but all that we can do is pray"...." Are you sure you are willing to do this" he asks again
I am...I am willing to send this letter to my 18-year-old self.
No one other than Hyunjin knows what was in the letter that he was determined to send. He prayed to put the letter over to the machine and closed it everyone was in panic for the result as the machine started running the letter disappeared going to the space.
All Hyunjin hoped that the letter would be finally delivered to the 18-year-old Hyunjin.
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"Mom I'm going" a rushed voice as heard the male come down untidy and messed up but one thing for sure he was still overly handsome.
"I told you not to sleep so late" an old voice was heard scolding him gently running his face with her old wrinkled hands and gently making his hair "Yeah sure" he smiled cheekily at her "I'm going -Felix must be waiting for me-"
"Oh wait Hyunjin-"
"Yes, Mom-"
"There is some letter delivered for you-"
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Back To You
Fanfiction(hyunsung♡) Hyunjin finds a letter and a diary in his yet-to-be-home, those were written by Jisung but, Jisung is long dead...
