Not All Perfect

Millie

I don't feel good. My hearts racing too fast. Seeing everyone around me sad and that too because of me makes me more sick. Right now me and Violet are alone in my room.

"I am sorry. I should have never let you leave that way from the house. I knew you were angry and mad but I still let you go. I am so so sorry, please forgive me." Violet said. She is crying so bad. She already has the pressure to cover my mom's place and I was making it even more hard and now I have added another load on her shoulders, she blames herself for all of this that happened tonight with me. She needs to know that this is not her fault.

"Violet please don't cry. This is not your fault. It was stupid of me to leave the house in such anger and to go to that stupid place with Reggie. I am the one who is creating trouble for everyone here. You don't have to apologise for anything. I know you have been trying hard to act more like mom but you don't have to and I know it hasn't been easy and I am sorry for making this even more harder for you but I swear I never expected Reggie to go to such an end, otherwise I would have never been friends with him. Trust me." My eyes burst into tears. My neck hurts so bad and my cheeks too. I remember Reggie slapping me for my actions that I performed today's morning. He is evil. He is a monster. I hate him.

"Hey, what happened today was not your fault eithier, okay? The guy who did this to you is going to pay for his actions and your uncle will make sure of it. I promise that." Violet said. While rubbing my tears gently from my cheeks. She may not be my mother but she loves me a lot and now that my mother is gone she is the closest person I have as a mother.

"Are you letting uncle Jake being the Don again, Mrs. Vergara?" I said that with a humour and a smile on my face. Uncle Jake, was a Mafia king before when he was in his twenties. He used to be a devil until he met my sweet aunt Violet. They have that bookish love story. Uncle Jake is still numb for everyone else but he has feelings for few close people in his life like his wife, son, my dad and ofcourse me,duh!!! My family have a little bit confusing relationships.

My dad and Uncle Jake were bestfriends and Violet is my dad's sister and my mom was Violet's bestfriend and also the daughter of Jake's father's enemy.

"No, we are going to this legally." Violet said with a straight face. "And also don't bring up this topic in front of him. It's very hard to put that devil back to sleep." Violet said.

"Oh can't you just take him to bed and do your magic and again put the devil back to sleep?" I joked.

"As much as I want to laugh at your joke but I cannot because I am your aunt and I am not supposed to have such kind of talks with my nephew." Violet said while making a strict parents face.

"Oh come on Babe aren't we living in the 21st century."I said in a manly voice.

"We are babe, but aunties still remain aunties in the 21st century too." Violet said while twisting my ears.

"Tyler must me waiting to talk to you, and he does feel bad about his behaviour earlier. You should know Millie that he does feel sorry and didn't mean anything it was just his anger speaking." Violet let out.

Me and Tyler both acted very kiddish today evening. It was dumb and stupid of both of us.

"I know. My behaviour lately was intolerable anyone would have gotten frustrated." I said.

"Well let's not go back to crying mode and I think we should now call the boys." Violet said and asked the boys to come in.

Tyler and Archie entered the room. Archie is still shirtless as I am still wearing his sweatshirt.
"Hey, how are you feeling Mills?" Tyler came towards me and sat on the other side as Violet.