|Bro!!|A.Ness x fem! Reader|

Vent!!

Vent do not read if you're uncomfortable!!

TW:SA,pedophile

I am absolutely disgusted with myself

This happened when I was 8/9 years old now I am a teenager.I am absolutely disgusted with my younger self when I was younger I used a lot of social media,Then when I accepted someone's friend request on Facebook they dm'd me.I guess it was because I posted my face on Facebook or something which made him to add me,We first chatted normally but until he asked me if he could ask some 'sensitive questions' of course I myself couldn't say no so I said of course.He started asking me sexual questions and I got really uncomfortable but I didn't wanted to seem rude this was where it went downhill.I know it was a mistake but I was just a kid alright?He was 18 and I was 8 looking back now it was purely disgusting,He asked me to masturbate and all that type of disgusting shits of course I myself didn't know what it was so I followed he asked me to sent nudes to him and no way bro I couldn't even believe that I sent those to him it was disgusting looking back to it.He sent me his dick pictures and of course I felt disgusted but I couldn't say it,we continued talking he kept pursuing me to video call him to have 'online sex' I kept refusing and he kept begging me until the end I blocked him

Now it was when I was 9 years old I still haven't learn from my mistake I had friends on wechat one of them asked 'do you need ___?' Then I was like 'no??whos that' then he replied 'are you sure?' Because I didn't know what it meant at the time so I said alright.I added the contact he gave me we became friends,It started of normal until when he sent me videos of him masturbating I think we were like having dirty talk and all that typa shits I was 9 he was literally 14-15 and he sent those porno of him and videoed he found to me I got really uncomfortable.And yes I didn't learn from my mistake I know I was a kid alright please I am traumatized by this too looking back I wish I could've just time travel back and not do those.He asked me to send boobs pics and I did,disgusting right?And we talked for a day until I got really uncomfortable and asked him to delete the picture and he did.I blocked him due to me kept getting uncomfortable

I haven't been able to open up to anyone about this I did many regrettable things I still have guilt for.Til this day I'm still uncomfortable remembering all of those traumatizing memories.I wish I would've taught my younger self how important is my body my family wasn't quite the best at the time so I wasn't educated properly honestly I hate what I did back then I'm just spreading this to teens.Please do not show your body to other people online you don't know what they would do to it please don't do the same mistake I did when I was younger (I cried while writing this I'm begging y'all please don't)

I would make up some chapters for y'all since I'm taking too much break sorry