Him By Lyla

Chapter 2 Wow

Wow! His skin glowing as he ran down the hall of the school, his hair bouncing in slow motion in my mind.

When I got into class, once again high, but not high enough, I felt fuzzy but not fuzzy enough. When Mitchel came into class he looked at me then rolled his eyes when he saw me spacing out, I guess he knew I was high. His hoodie today is the same orange and white from yesterday but instead of sweats he is wearing washed out blue jeans, his hair is messy. I guess he woke up late and didn’t have time to do his hair. When I sat down next to me I could smell his colon, sweet like honey, and pine. His eyes looked into mine as he asked if I was high again, I looked away, my heart beating out of my chest as if it would just pop out through my black school hoodie and fall onto the table in front of me. He whispers in my ear his breath tickles my neck then I back up, he looks into my eye as I turn red, okay I  have to go I say. When I walked away I could feel him looking at me. I wish that he could just see that I like him, even love him. When I turn around to see if he was looking, his new date for tonight is next to him, twirling her long blonde hair around her finger in a flirty way. 
I turned back around and ran into Josh, a senior, who is one of my friends but I don’t hang out with him at all. “Wow, Señorita, where are you going in a rush?” he said, trying to pass by. “I was going to Mr. Man’s class until you ran into me” I said walking off. “You ran into me”.

Growing my person
Changing my heart
Difficult, difficult
Love, love that grows
Love that changes
My darling
My love
If only you knew how much I love
You.

I felt someone staring at me, I looked around the classroom to see who it was. Mitchel. Mitchel was staring at me. He looked upset, like either me or something else made him like that. “What?” I asked across  Liliana who was separating Mitchel and I. ''you.” He said turning to Josh who was next to him. You. It echoed in my head, what did I do, what did I say, was it a joke, did I really do something? My hand began to shake, my breath became fast, my ears started ringing, my heart beating so fast I believed it could win a race of any sort. “Me” I asked while Liliana looked at me annoyed. I waited for a response, then he turned around and said “yes, you. I’ll explain when school is over.” No, I can't wait 40 more minutes, my heart starts racing fast. I pass out.