Weird is a Side-Effect of Awesome

I Usually Read...

I Usually Read to get things of my mind.

This is different though. You're memory is embedded in my mind, and it's not going anywhere.

I Usually Read to clear my thoughts.

But tonight my thoughts are being possessed by you. Anything I think about, you're there.

I Usually Read when I'm stressed or nervous.

It calms me down. Tonight though, the thought that I did something wrong, is causing internal damage.

I Usually Read to help me sleep.

Tonight though, every time I close my eyes I see us. Not even doing anything either. It's just the idea of us.

I Usually Read to escape the world.

But I can't escape the thought that I could've have screwed up some where to mess this up. I should've done something different, I know it. What I should've done is beyond my grasp.

I Usually Read.

But I can't escape. I don't know why, but tonight is different. You won't leave, and I can't make you. You stay in my thoughts, my dreams, my everything. It's weird, and new to me.

I Usually Read, but you changed that.