Chapter 21

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I smirked holding my phone in my hands. Now this was extremely childish but it would be worth it. I'd get in trouble, but once again it'd be worth it.
~~~~~~~~~ LILLY'S POV
My phone rang. "sh" I told Bryan to be quiet as Jazz called me. He still kissed my neck which caused me to moan. "h-Hello" I stuttered. Bryan kissed my neck more and more. He went deeper causing me to moan louder. " come over? Now?!" I asked. "no don't go" Bryan complained. I sat up straight. why Jazz. I was with Bryan! Wait, I was with Bryan! Bryan! I was still with Mathew. "ok I'll be there. bye" I hung up the phone and started to panic. We didn't use a condom, and it was unprotected. I couldn't end up pregnant. Especially in High School. My parents would kill me. I mean, my dad's a lawyer who very serious and shit. Malcolm. See, even his name was classy. And then there was my mom. She was a High School Literature teacher. She had a Doctorate Degree, a Bachelor's and an Associates. Margaret. Her name was classy too. And then there's me. Lilly. A teenage girl without a care in the world. I just wanted to graduate and live my life. I didn't want to be like my parents. I wanted my own destiny. Business people ran in my family. The next one to carry on tradition was me. But some traditions have to be broken right? I put my bra back on followed by my shirt and pants. I walked in my bathroom and took a shower. I grabbed a pair if clothes for tomorrow, knowing I'd probably be at Jazz's for the night. "Bryan. No one can know what went on in my bed, ok" he nodded helping me walk down the stairs holding sheets and my comforter. I put them in the washer and got a sticky note. "can you put in the dryer? thanks- Lilly "come on" I said running with Bryan behind me. The door swung open. Mom and Dad. " Lilly?" mom asked. "-What's going on here?" dad finished. I gaped with my mouth in the shape of an 'O'. " Mom. Dad. Hi" I smiled with a heart rate going amazingly fast. They looked at me. "this is Toby! He's my.... lab partner. We were just leaving. Bye!" I waved. Dad held out a hand. " have you two started on the project?" I nodded. "it's at school. Gotta go. Bye" I closed the door and sighed. Probably not the best idea to run. I was feeling sore. He had a weak pull-out game. "I'm gonna take you home,ok?" Bryan nodded. My parents came out and might I add they looked angry. They came up to the car window and u was forced to roll the window down. "Bryan you left your clothes" I told him as my parents approached the car. "Lilly. You've got some explaining to do" my dad said angrily. I looked at the clock on the car. 10:23 pm. "Why is Toby's belt and undershirt on the floor?" my mom asked. I gave a small smile." it helps Toby concentrate better. Get some circulation" Bryan nodded. "well by mom bye dad" I said rolling up the pitch black widow. They continued to knock on the window and I continued to ignore them. "Bryan. Hold on" I warned. I hit the gas pedal and sped off of my property and into the street. I was going 90 mph but went to 70 since it was the speed limit.
JAZZ'S POV
"Hey Lil's come on in-whoa" Lilly pulled me upstairs into my guest room and closed the door. she bit her nail like it was a steak. "Jazz. I slept with Bryan!" she blurted. I immediately stood up. "you slept with Bryan. but what about Mathew?!" I asked freaking out. "I don't know. But it was unprotected and we didn't use a condom. and I'm still sore!" She whined. This was major. The sex was unprotected and they didn't use a condom? she could be pregnant and that was major. She wasn't ready to be a mom. " I slept with Steven and it was unprotected and we didn't use a condo. either and for the last the mornings I've been puking and peeing uncontrollably. Lilly what if im...."I trailed off. She gasped. "can you drive me to the Shell station down the street?" she nodded and grabbed her keeys and phone.What if I was pregnant and what would happen when my parents found out?
We arrived at the Shell station and we grabbed two tests each. We paid and I went to pee. On all the sticks. Brings back memories of when dad thought I was pregnant now it was real. Lilly and I sat in the parking lot with lights on and timers counting down. The timers went off and we looked at the sticks. All had a pink plus. I cryed. 15. I was a fucking 15 not even 16, but 15. What would dad and Adrian and Ryan say. More importantly what would Steven do. I picked up my phone and Dialed Stevens number. "Hey mama" he greeted cheerfully. "hey" I sniffled. "Jazz. What's wrong are you ok?" "No um actually.""what's wrong?" "Steven I'm... I'm pregnant. Im so sorry. The baby is yours. Are you mad at me?" I asked. he sighed and a few things were thrown. "no. Im not mad. But, uh. What are we gonna do?" he asked. I shook my head even though He couldn't see me. "I don't know. The only options are to keep it or.... Abortion" I didn't want an abortion. I wanted my baby to enjoy his life. "that's tough. I mean I can't tell my patents that I got you pregnant. they still think im saved. And we can't kill it. we'll have to see" he said. he sounded like he was crying. "Yeah but if you think that's bad, try living with Two overprotective brothers and an overprotective father. They'll kill us. But they still think I'm saved too. But I'll call you back-" "are you happy?" he cut me off to ask. I thought about it. "kinda. what about you?" "Same. Well goodnight Mama, Love you" "love you too"I hung up and walked insinde my house, Seeing that Lilly already walked in. I set the four boxes on my dresser and went to take a shower. When I came back into my room, Adrian and Ryan were holding the shell station bag. I started to cry. "What the hell is wrong with you Jazz. You're a fucking 15 year old and you're already pregnant? Who the hell is the father?" Ryan shouted at me. It made me cringe. He'd never yelled at me like that before. "It-Its Stevens. I'm so sorry. it was an accident. It was just supposed to be for five minutes but five minutes turned into three hours.I'm sorry" I cryed. Adrian grabbed my arm and us three got into the car. The other three girls came running out if the house. "What's going on?" Britanny asked. "Lilly. Do you know what happened?" Ryan asked. Lilly looked atne then back at Ryan. "yeah" her voice was parched and dry. "Tell them" Lilly told the two clueless girls what. happened. "Ryan. You're being a but harsh. What if we have a daughter who gets pregnant at 15?" Britanny asked. "it won't happen. because my daughter can't date until she's 25" with that Ryan sped off.
13 minutes later
"Jazz welcome back" Ms.Newell greeted. I feigned a smile and asked for Steven. She called for him and he walked down the stairs. "is everything ok?" Mr.Newell asked. Ryan looked at me. "No sir it is not. Jazz and Steven are pregnant" Catherine gasped and I cryed. Steven looked at me and his mom looked at him. "Steven I thought you were saved? he shook his head. "I'm not mom. I'm sorry" We walked in and sat on the couch. "would you like abortion money. We can split the pay" "That'll be lovely" Ryan stated. Abortion talk went on and on. "Hey. Don't we get a say. Can we keep the kid" ms.Newell nodded. "a baby will ruin your life. you don't want that do you?" "No but-" "then Abortion is key" Abortion? I didn't want to kill the baby. I mean what if mom and dad Abortioned Ryan? Well I wouldn't be as much in trouble, seeing that Ryan found my tests. Speaking of which, why were they in my room. I told them I was taking a shower and thy were all down stairs playing Life, so why were they in my room? "Jazz are you for that?" Ms.Newell asked. What was happening? What were they talking about? "Am I for what?" "Getting a therapist to guide you until the Abirtio-" I stopped her. "Do not say that word" I snapped at her. "Don't snap at her. She's an adult" Ryan hit me. "Well don't hit me" I rolled my eyes in my head, still trying to act and look classy in front of Steven's parents. "can we go now?We can discuss this tomorrow" I sighed getting bored of looking at the sake room. "no. we need to figure this out now" Adrian sighed. I sat back and looked at my phone. 11:06 pm. So the talk about Abortion went on, and on, and on. It was never going to end. And for the first time I was ready to go to school.
School
I walked to the computer club. "Hey Jazz" I was greeted by everyone. I was still feeling sick and nauseas, but I still smiled at them. Cameron walked up to me. "Jazz. hey" he smiled. I returned the smile. "Hey Cam what's up?" "We have to send out e-mails to the teachers for Prom Chaperones" I nodded."-We'll be working in groups. You're with Dustin" he pointed to a tall boy with brown curly hair. Like Chase on Zoey 101. I walked up to him. "I'm Dustin" "Jazz" I shook his hand. "Well, We're assigned to the library to get the chaperones. Since there's only one Computer in here" he opened the door and I walked out. As we were walking I saw Ryan. He was still mad at me. He hadn't said anything to me all day. Since 6:56 am. He usually wakes me up, but I didn't tryst anyone to wake me up so, I set an alarm to wake me up. The drive to school was quiet. I had no one to talk to except for Lilly. Dad called last night and Ryan told him about the pregnancy. So as soon as dad comes back, I have to sign the Restraining Order on Steven. Lilly got grounded so we couldn't talk. Something about backing out of her driveway with Toby a.k.a Bryan. Ryan shook his head at me and I sighed almost wanting to cry. We walked in the Library and walked to a computer. Thanks to Lilly's dad we had Macs. Lilly was rich. Filthy rich, but she hated to admit it. Her parents expectations for her were high, and if she broke them, they'd be very disappointed. We emailed Ms.Rainy, Ms.Barnes and Ms Brown. I logged out of my email. Britanny said she'd pick me up, and I wasn't complaining. I wouldn't function. right in a car with Ryan. But what was weird was that Britanny was trying to become my friend and u was letting her. "Bri?" I asked calking her by her nickname. "Do you. Do you think I'm stupid?" she shook her head."no. Your brothers only said that because they're overprotective. It was a small mistake, We all make them" she shrugged. " If I was your daughter, would you hate me?" "I wouldn't hate you. I'd just be disappointed at you." I nodded. "But since you have to get a restraining order, I say on the day before your dad gets back, you have an entire day with Steven. Have a fun day on Friday and go to the party that night. Your dad doesn't get back til early Saturday right?" I nodded."If your brothers ask where you are, I'll tell them it was my idea. See, now you have plans for Saturday!" she smiled. "that's sounds cool. Thanks Bri" I smiled. "you're welcome" Bri was right. I needed to make the most of my time with Steven and I knew exactly what to do on Saturday.

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