Monster (A Miguel O'Hara fanfic)

Hello *smirk face*

Hello.

Now I understand I've been missing, no updates for you all or anything and I am truly sorry for that.

I've been dealing with a lot in my personal life and in a way as this sucks to type down.

I kind of lost my way with writing. Nothing like "I wanna quit" or anything like that, by all means I love creating stories and art for my work, but I lost motivation to honestly just do anything in my life.

For these past few months, I was trying to focus on myself and just live day by day, and now I'm finally finding the things I need to motivate myself and as much as this sounds cringey and you can shit on me and laugh at me, but my motivation is honestly you guys and well myself.

As a reader I know how much I get into books and fanfics and how much emotion I feel with just turning a page and what not. I feel horrible for not updating you, I know I should've said something and explained how I was feeling and what I was going through but I couldn't even look at my computer.

And to be completely honest on why I've been feeling like this is because I got out of a 2-year relationship so yeah that sucks, and well I kind of forgot how to live with me not being in a committed relationship if that makes sense. I know I shouldn't really put a guy above everything, but you know it still hurt and I was dealing with it all by myself, so I just needed time to think for myself and when it was done, the little lover girl in me lowkey died lol. I didn't feel like a romantic anymore and that was tough because that is my favorite genre and what lowkey I lived by, but of course now that I am writing this I know that there are many amazing people in the world that can make me feel motivated and fall in love and I am an amazing person, so I just need to love myself and focus on the things I love. And that's having amazing readers like you and giving you what you all deserve.

I'm not quitting, nor will I ever quit because I am extremely stubborn.

But still I am very sorry for just hiding to myself and being all emo, I'm currently writing the next chapter for this story so don't worry (even tho I have one done but I didn't like it sorry) I hope I can finish within 3 to 2 days tops! There is already art for this chapter and of course the next one (I know I'm bad I should finish the chapters before doing the art for them).

Thank you all for reading this and I'm so sorry for causing you all inconvenience, I am back and if I disappear again you should all shit on me for it.

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!