Julius POV:
I think about what the girl said. Could she possibly be right ?But then again ,It's not like she's dying from terminal heart Cancer like I am .Besides , how could you possibly be happy and enjoy every moment when it could very much be your last ? Most people just say phrases like 'enjoy the little things' or ...' live every moment like it's your last '. Or some crap along those lines without batting an eye , because they subconsciously know that they have a fair chance that they will live until the age of grey hairs . But not me. That fantasy was rooted for me months ago.I take a deep sigh that irritates the girl because she angrily twitches and tosses in her bed. I glance out the window and stare at the deep purple sky hanging heavily over the contiguous never-ending fields of barley . Somewhere in the horizon a stray cat runs along in the fields ,attempting to jump high enough to catch a baby blue jay , whom was struggling and panickedly trying to escape and call for help with hoarse chirps and flutter it's poor wings to exhaustion in the process . Just then when I thought it was the end for the baby blue jay, the cat lazily stretches it's back and sits down tiredly in the field;Almost as if it gave up and chose to be hungry rather than chase it's prey like an imbecile .Me and the cat make a strange unison eye contact for a split second . And suddenly,those wild green eyes with brown splecks combined with the wild reddish-brown fur reminds me of Lisa , and it feels like I've lost her all over again. I furiously shut the blinds shut and bury my head into my stale pillow. How could I possibly ever be happy?
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Heartsick//Romance☃︎
RomanceRania and Julius are two different people. While Julius has lost all hope in life; Rania is there to bounce back and is an optimist. She wants to help Julius and persuade him to look on the brighter side of life even though all his hopes seem to be...
