LOVER [EN- 성훈]

26 ; boring days

[Stella's POV]

I just got an announcement from SM Entertainment that they will end the contract with me since they already get sued for breaking the agreement in the contract.

Now I have nothing else to do, just staring at the white ceiling when lying down, or stared at my phone waiting for something interesting to come but there's none. Has my life become this boring?

I tried texting anyone seeing if they replied.

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Heeseung

Annyeong!
Is anyone here?
Hyung!
Oppa!

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I was a bit sad that he didn't reply to my text. I was hoping that he could at least say 'Hi' or something. I also think of texting Jungwon, but I feel like shouldn't after rejecting him at the hospital.

Argh!

'Should I just watch a k-drama then?' I open the Netflix, seeing if there's an interesting k-drama to watch. I search for like 30 minutes just to find a k-drama that is into my liking.

I finally found something to watch, which is 'See You in My 19th Life' that are starred by Ahn Bo Hyun and Shin Hye Sun. The story about reincarnation. I really love how versatile Shin Hye Sun was, she honestly can act like many roles. She can dance ballet, can be a chef and can even be a musician.

But, the excitement didn't last long since I fall asleep while watching the drama. I guess I'm too tired of everything, but I just don't know how to express it by actions.

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When I woke up, it is already night and everyone is still not home yet.

Oh, I forgot. I remember my older brother saying that they wont be home for two days and one night since they need to shoot for En-O'clock at somewhere I don't remember.

I will be lonely until tomorrow, and I really don't know what to to. I look for something to eat at the kitchen. I found a note stuck on the fridge. It was from Jay.

'If you want to eat something, I already prepared some dishes in the fridge. You just need to heat it up. Don't forget to eat according to the meal times, cutie.' -Jay

That was so cute. I've never expect something like this at all. He take care of me like his own sister, that was the cutest thing ever.

I open the fridge to see what Jay already prepared for me. Since it already so late and I don't eat for the whole day today, I've decided to eat a heavy meals, like rice or something.

I look into the blue container only to find jjampong in it. It's been years since I ate jjampong and honestly I kinda craving for some. Luckily, I got to eat it today, thanks to Jay.

I reheat the jjampong using the microwave. After that, I try tasting it, It was so delicious that one container isn't enough for me to eat. I feel like eating jjampong heals me inside out. Jjampong was that comfort that I need.

After eating, I clean the kitchen and go to the living room to see if there's something interesting. By then, I found out that my phone were buzzing because there's notification coming.

I look at it, and it was none other than the one who I try to reach earlier today, Heeseung.

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Heeseung

Sorry Suna-ya.
I didn't realise that you've been texting
me cause I don't even open my phone.
Hope you forgive me.
Hehe

No worries, Heeseung-ssi.
I forgive you.

What are you doing now?
You don't sleep yet?

Not yet.
I've just wake up from my afternoon sleep.
Hehe.
How about you?

I've just finish the filming and already
laying on my bed.

I see.
Then, goodnight Heeseung-ssi.

Arasso.
Goodnight, kiddo.

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Before I even realise, a smile formed on my face. Why am I like this? Heeseung isn't even my crush.

When I think about it, lately there's no interaction between me and my crush. It seems like he distance himself from me. But why? I want to see those cute face again, so why he makes me feel like I'm dying to get his attention?

Gosh, I hate myself sometimes.