His Smile... (Part1) [JK]

Such a Tease

{MinJi's POV}

"I don't wanna. Leave me alone. I don't have the strength to deal with your cruel remarks. Leave me be." I say as I turn back towards the ledge.

I wasn't planning on jumping off in the first place. I was just curious on how it would feel to pass away.

Okay maybe I'm really curious to know what death feels like, but then again I have a whole life ahead of me. Just because I'm going through a tough time now, doesn't mean that the rest of my life will be like this.

Right?

When I'm older I can always move away and live freely if I wanted to.

That's right, think of the positives! I can't lose hope yet!

My father can torture me, beat me, make me feel like crap, but I won't give up hope!!

In fact, hope is what kept me going for so long..

"Choi, please back away from the ledge. You're kind of scaring me", Jungkook says as he takes a step towards me.

I'm so tempted to mess with him right now, but is it okay to mess with him about this kind of thing?

Probably not.... But I'm going to do it anyways.

I'll just tease him a little bit, it's not going to hurt him, right?

Jungkook takes another step forward as I take another step towards the edge. The front of my shoe is already touching the edge of the roof.

"Choi I'm serious!! Back away from the ledge and let's talk", he says with a worried tone.

Oh, so now he wants to talk? Now that I'm nearing the edge, NOW he wants to talk to me?

Wow, so nice of him.

"Oh so now you want to talk?" I question with attitude as I turn towards him.

"Why did you ignore me for an entire week? Why is it every time I tried to talk to you, you just grimaced and walked away? We had to do a history project together and I failed because you didn't want to talk to me. All those times I tried to talk to you...." I start to trail off as I feel anger start to boil inside me.

"Why were you so nice to me before? Why.... Can't you be like that to me anymore?" I ask as the wind starts to pick up speed.

I continue to look at Jungkook as silence answers my questions. Until he says, "so you're really going to jump off the ledge because I wasn't talking to you? Are you really that pathetic?! Wow what a-"

"EXCUSE YOU", I say with venom in my voice.

"I wasn't even planning on jumping off the edge you dick head!!!! And if I was, it wouldn't be because of someone like you!! I would've jumped off because..." I say but start to trail off as I look down at my covered arms.

"Choi?" Jungkook says softly. I walk away from the ledge and walk towards the door leading to the staircase that leads to the school hallway.

I make my way to the doorway when I feel a hand grab my arm once again. I wince involuntarily and look back towards Jungkook.

"What?" I say too harshly. He grips my arm tighter and I bite my bleeding lip, trying to hold back a yelp.

"Jungkook, let go of my arm so I can get back to history class", I say sternly.

"No."

"Why?"

"Because I don't want to."

"But you're holding MY arm and since MY arm is connected to MY BODY then that means this arm is MY property", I say with enthusiasm.