I love you but do you love me?(BoyXBoy)- Completed

While one heart mends.......

*Dahvie POV* 

I woke up to find Jayy and Jeffree hugging, jealously and bitterness filled me and I rolled over so I couldn't see the happy couple; I felt someone gently tap me on the shoulder and turned back around sharply in surprise to have a sharp pain shot though me. I looked down at my arm to find a white bandage by my elbow, the white was stained red with blood and I looked to Jayy to find him looking at me with concern and sadness.

"What the hell?" I mumbled trying to remember the past events but all I came up with was a blur "Please say I didn't cut" I begged Jayy; The look in his eyes conformed my worse fears.

"It's all my fault" Jayy whispered and I looked at him in shock "I shouldn't have yelled at you, I almost lost you" A small tear slid down Jayy's face and I reached up with my good arm to wipe it away.

"It's not your fault" I told him "I Don't remember what we were actually fighting about but I know you would have only been trying to knock some sense into me".

"You don't remember?" Jayy asked and I nodded; a troubled look crossed Jayy's face until I reached my arm up again to stoke his check. Jayy placed his hand on top of mine and he looked at me with a smile in his eyes.

"We shouldn't be doing this" I said quickly; jerking my hand back, mentally scolding myself and Jayy looked at me with hurt in his eyes.

"What do you mean?" Jayy whispered quietly; almost like if he spoke any louder his voice would break, Guilt filled me and I looked around the room to find Jeffree wasn't in the room. Good if he was I would probably be black and blue by now.

"I don't want to get in between you and" I broke off for a moment before continuing "You and your boyfriend" My words were met by silence and I looked at Jayy to find him looking at me with confusion.

"What are you talking about?" Jayy asked, still confused "I don't have a boyfriend" I raised my eyebrows at him and gestured to the door.

"What about Jeffree?" I asked "I see the way he looks at you" Jayy looked towards the door guilty then back at me.

"Yes Jeffree likes me but I could never be with him" Jayy told me; honesty shining in his eyes "He is amazing and kind but I like someone else".

"Who?" I asked quietly; half of me wanting to jump for joy that I have a chance but the other half scared that he'd say someone else.

"It's" Jayy broke off and looked away from me "I can't tell you" Hurt clawed at my heart and a tear slipped down my face.

"Why?" I whispered; hurt clinging to my words making Jayy look at me again "I'm your best friend, I'll always be here for you so why can't you trust me?" Tears were sliding down my face in a constant stream now and no matter how much I wiped them away; they keep returning.

"That's why I can't tell you" Jayy blurted out after a minute of heartbreaking and uncomfortable silence and I looked up from my lap to see Jayy looking at me; his eyes fill of apprehension and his face frozen with a look of conflict "I don't want you to hate me, or to ruin our friendship because I don't know what I'd do if i lost you".

"I could never hate you Jayy" I told him; returning his intense stare, our eyes never breaking contact "Your like my" I started saying before Jayy leaned forward suddenly and I felt his soft lips met my lips with a fiery passion, I sat frozen in shock for a second before wrapping my arm around Jayy's skinny waist and kissing back with the same passion. I felt Jayy smile against my lips and pull me closer to him; his hand tangling in my messy hair. We kissed until air shortage become a problem and we had to broke apart; breathing heavy, our eyes not breaking contact once.

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Authors Note:

Hey guys I'm back! Did ya miss me? XD

I hope you like this chapter, a little bit of cuteness and boom! Jahvie is together :) 

But don't expect this kind of chapter tomorrow, I guess you could say Jeffree isn't happy with the recent Occurrence  between Jayy and Dahvie..... Not one little bit. The next chapter is all typed up and ready but I wanted to be kind and leave ya with some happy feelings before the drama in the next chapter * Smiles evilly*  I'll be updating again in a few days.

Anyway I hope ya like this chapter and please vote, comment etc... All Feed back in appreciated :) 

And Remember, Be happy not crappy! :D (Johnnie Guilbert Reference) 

-Nikki