I love you but do you love me?(BoyXBoy)- Completed

*What Happened?

POV: Jayy

I looked sadly down at Dahvie as he lay sleeping in the stiff hospital bed motionless ; the only sound that filled the room was the beeping of the heart monitor and Dahvie's snores.

*Flash Back*

I saw Dahvie fall and caught him just in time before he hit the floor, panicking I checked his pulse; it was still there but was fading fast.

"JEFFREE!!" I screamed ,tears already running down my face.I heard the pounding of steps coming closer and looked up just in time to see Jeffree's mouth drop open.

"Oh my god what happened?" He asked grabbing out his cell phone and dialing the hospital. After that everything was a blur of movement, I don't know how long I sat in the waiting room but it felt like forever. Eventually the door to the room that Dahvie was in opened and the doctor stepped out.

"Is he okay?" I asked "What happened?" The doctor gestured for me to sit down , so I did.

"Yes he is okay" The doctor informed me with a grim tone, sitting on the seat next to me.

"I sense a but coming" I said warily, the doctor flicked through the folder he was holding for a second before handing me some pictures.

"How long has Mr. Vanity been cutting like this?" the doctor asked pointing to the pictures which showed Dahvie's scar littered arms.

"Umm I'm not sure" I told him "Is that why he passed out?".

"The reason he blacked out is he had blood poisoning" the doctor informed me and  I stared at him waiting for him to carry on "We can only assume that he didn't clean some of the cuts as well as he should have and they got infected".

"Damn it Dahvie" I mumbled under my breath, to the doctor I asked "Can I go see him?" The doctor nodded and I raced into the room that held my precious Dahvie.

*End Of Flashback*

 Since then I'd sat right by Dahvie night and day,  only moving to go to the bathroom.Even when Jeffree tried to get me to go get some sleep I ignored him.

"How is he?" Asked a voice beside me, looking up I saw Jeffree looking at me with a concerned look.

"No worst but no better" I informed him, Jeffree smiled sadly and handed me a coffee.

"Well at least he's alive" Jeffree stated and I glared at him "I didn't mean it like that but he was quite close to cracking his head open".

"I know" I sighed "I didn't know he'd started cutting again, he told me he had stopped but I guess he didn't".

"I'm sure he just didn't want to upset you" Jeffree said gently and I shrugged my shoulders, Jeffree walked over to me and pulled me into a tight hug. Me and Jeffree had been best friends ever since pre- school, I admit I do have feeling for him but my feelings for Dahvie are stronger. Jeffree actually kissed me but I told him I didn't want to ruin our friendship and thankfully he understood.

"Thank you for helping me" I told him "Even after all of that stuff...." I drifted off and Jeffree looked at me confused for a second before realizing what I meant.

"Nah its fine" Jeffree shrugged "It's not your fault you don't feel the same towards me as me to you".

"I just feel so bad" I mumbled and looked over to Dahvie before I felt someone grab my chin gently to make me look at them.

"Listen to me Jayy okay?" Jeffree demanded firmly but not harshly and I nodded "I'm a big boy and I can handle it, you have nothing to feel bad for".

"Thanks" I smiled and hugged Jeffree; Jeffree hugged back tighter mumbling a "no problem Jayy" into my shirt.

"I'd hate to break up this moment but can someone please tell me what the fuck is going on?".

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Authors Note:

Okay so again, like with the first chapter. I fixed some grammar and changed some sentences but the base of the story is still the same.

~Nikki