My hero | Billie Eilish

Chapter 2

It is currently 2nd period at school and I already want to go home. In this class I sit right next to billie and all she does is throw things at me and makes rude remarks to me. Honestly, Im used to it by now and just ignore her.

I was zoned out throughout the whole class until our teacher said something. "This week we will start to do partner projects." Great. I don't have Leah in this class so i'll try and get the teacher to let me do it alone.

"Hey loser, you're smart right?" Billie leans over to my desk and asks.

"Um I-i guess.." I stutter trying to form words. Her eyes are a beautiful blue. You could almost get lost in them. Scratch that, you can get lost in them.

"Umm hellooo?" Billie says snapping me out of my thoughts.
"hm?" I reply.

"You're gonna partner with me and do my part of the work with yours. I'm not good at this stuff." She says with a little grin tugging at the corner of her mouth.

She knows she makes me nervous. I don't even try and hide it. Let's just say.. I might have a crush on her.

"Oh..sure" I sigh. Once again she is using me for one of her stupid projects. I don't even know why I like her. She's so rude and always comments on my body. The only good thing is that she doesn't know i'm gay.

"Great, we'll meet at your house later. You better be ready." she smirks and gets up to leave the class as the bell rings. Leaving me in pure shock.

I can't have her at my house. My dad is always home when I'm home. What if he tries to do something? What if he hurts billie?

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The school bell rings and it's finally time to go home. I didn't eat lunch just like I haven't eaten for the last 4 days. Im trying to get skinnier for billie. Maybe she won't make fun of me anymore.

I walk up to my locker and opening it. Grabbing my books and shutting the door to see billie leaning against the lockers next to mine.

I gasp as I didn't even see her walk up to me. Now that I think about it, why is she talking to me? Is it to throw me to the floor again and call me slurs?

"Hey loser." Billie growls as she sees me starring at the ground. I didn't answer so she takes her hand and puts it under my chin lifting my head up to look at her.

"Answer me" Is all she said. I could fall to my knees right then and there.

"y-yes" I struggled to get out as i'm scared in what's about to happen.

"Let's go to my car. Im driving us home." she reply's pulling me down the hallway to the exit door.

Us

She pulls me through the doors and to her car. It was beautiful and by far the most awesome looking car i've ever seen.

"Isn't she a beauty? Isn't that right mama." she asks her own car. Strange, who calls their car 'mama'

"Yeah she's really cool" i reply scared to ignore her once again.

I open the passenger side door and slowly got in. I admired the cars beauty and started to worry that i might mess her up.

"Dude relax my car doesn't bite." She chuckles while turning the car on. For some reason her saying that did in fact make me relax a little bit more. Why does she act so mean when I know she can act nicer? What's stopping her from letting her emotions show?

I push back my thoughts and start starring out the window. "What's on you're mind?" Billie asks looking at me for a moment before looking back at the road. You . I unfortunately could not tell her that.