Kate's POV:
I flutter my eyes open to see a room that's filled with red lighting. Where am I? What even happened?
"Oh thank the Lord you're awake!" Leah pleads running up to the side of the bed that I am laying on.
"Where even am I? What happened? Who else is here? Did I miss dance practice? What about dad? What about" I was cut off by Leah hugging me tightly.
"That's too many damn questions and i'll only answer some of them. First off, you are in Billie's room since you passed out at practice she practically saved you. Since when did she have sympathy for you!" Leah exclaims with slight excitement in her voice. She knows I have a slight crush on Billie but we both agreed it was best to never encourage it.
"I passed out and i'm currently in Billie's room? Did my dream come true the fuck?" I asked giggling.
Leah was about to answer but was cut off by the door swinging open and the blue haired girl walks in. I elevator eyed her. Gosh she's so fucking gorgeous.
"Oh sorry didn't know you were awake." Billie apologizes and starts to walk out of the room but Leah stopped her.
"No no it's okay seriously. I was just telling Kat over here how I have to get going before my parents ground me." Leah looks at me and raises her eyebrows while smirking. I know what she's trying to do. And she's damn intelligent too.
"Oh well okay, bye leah." Billie says without questioning any either of us. After Leah left the tension in the room grew stronger before. Billie was sitting at the foot of her bed playing with her rings. I know she wants to ask me something and I might know what it is.
"Just ask me Billie. It's only a matter of time until everyone finds out." I say trying to hold in a giggle as I notice her tense up a bit.
"I don't know what you're talking about. I don't want to ask you anything." Billie says trying to convince me but I was already convinced she wanted too.
"So you don't want to ask why I get abused and if i'm gay?" I say with sarcasm. Billie looks at me but notices I was looking at her and she quickly looks down.
I crawl over to where Billie was at the bed and leaned into her ear. "What if I said I was gay? how does that interest you?" I say with a slight seductive tone. My sister taught me how to do that when I got my first period to impress boys.
Her breath hitched and I smirked against her ear before pulling away leaning against the headboard. I notice Billie let out a relieved breathe when she noticed I backed away.
"Why does he abuse you?" Billie says quietly but loud enough for me to hear. It was almost as if she was scared to ask me that question.
"I'm glad you asked. Don't have to be afraid to ask questions princess. Anyway my mom killed herself when I was 14 and my dad didn't take it easily. He started taking my hard earned money and spending it at bars,casinos, and weed shops. Every night when he came home he would get mad at the slightest thing and took it out on me. At first he only verbally abused me but soon turned to shoving, hitting and slamming me against walls, ect. Then he started to throw things at me while calling me slurs and other words like whore,slut, and well fag." I explained with tons of detail even trying to get myself to understand why. To be honest, I never actually knew why, it just happened in the blink of an eye. One minute he was all nice, sweet, and sensitive and now he's mean, a drunkie, and does drugs.
"oh. When was the last time you've eaten?" Billie asks softly. Is she trying to care for me? Is caring Billie finally seeping through?
"Six days ago.." I mumble to myself and start to drift off when Billie got up and left the room. Great just as I thought she cared she bailed on me. I grabbed my phone and looked through insta. I started to get dms asking if I really get abused or if i'm faking it to get attention.
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My hero | Billie Eilish
FanfictionKate is a 17 year old who just moved to Cali. Kate has always suffered from depression and other mental illnesses. What happens when her school bully, Billie notices Kate trying an attempt? TW⚠️ Self harm suicide attempt eating disorder bullying a...