My hero | Billie Eilish

Chapter 5

Author: This chapter took me so long for absolutely no reason. I had two tests and 3 quizzes this week for school i'm gonna cry.
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I sat in the bath just lost in my thoughts. Thoughts that should never ever be thoughts. If i just ended my life right here would anyone care? My family doesn't even respect me and my one friend is too busy with her boyfriend. My thoughts were interrupted by knocking on the door.

"Yes?" I shouted trying to see who it is. "U-um it's Billie.." She trailed off making me barely hear her.

"Come in don't be shy." I say playfully while giggling. The blue haired girl hesitantly opens the door and covers her eyes.

Cute

"you can just open your eyes nothings showing." I say a bit quieter as I might be making her uncomfortable.

She slowly uncovers her eyes and sits on the ground next to the tub. I just can't help but stare at her until she says something.

"How are you feeling?" She says in a tone that is very diminutive.

"I'm okay.. I guess." I paused for a moment deciding if I should lie or not. I've said this before and i'll say it again, I don't like it when people pity me. I don't need their sympathy.

"Okay well I'll go get you some of my clothes. They will be a bit big though is that ok?" She asks. "Yeah that's okay." I say quietly.

Billie gets up off the floor and walks out. Moments later she returns with a sweatshirt and sweatpants. I playfully decided to mess with her.

As she was still in the bathroom I stood up to where I was bare. Her expression I couldn't quite make out but she was elevator eyeing me for sure. I took the clothes out of her hands and got dressed. I could feel her eyes burning a hole into the side of my waist. I looked up at her and she quickly looked away. All I could do was smirk.

After I got dressed Billie and I just hung out in her room watching the office. I didn't usually watch shows like this but Billie got me hooked on it.

I wanted to stay at her house forever. It's so cozy and her brother, Finneas is so nice I don't know why Billie abuses him.

We watched a little bit more of the office when we heard the front door open and slam closed. I got paranoid as my dad used to slam the door every time he was drunk and out of it.

I started bobbing my leg up and down as I was getting nervous even though I don't need to be. I zoned out until I felt Billie's hand rest on my thigh.

"It's okay angel it's just my parents. You want to meet them?" She asks with a gentle tone and her face soft. I nod and we get up and walk out of her room.

We went to the kitchen where Billie's parents were sitting and talking. When we entered their heads turned to me. "And who might this young lady be?" Her dad says. "Mom and Dad, this is Kate. Kate, this is maggie and patrick." Billie introduces me to them. They look extremely nice. Though, I can't necessarily trust them yet.

"Hi it's nice to meet you!" I say with a genuine smile plastered on my face.

Billie grabbed my hand before her parents could even answer and dragged me right back to her room. "What did you do that for?" I ask giggling slightly. Billie smiles when she notices.

Her smile is so perfect

She is so perfect