Chapter Twenty: Chance

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                                                               Aurora 

Someone once told me , a daughter should not beg her father for love , but I begged , for everything and nothing , love , respect , care , any feeling , I was a Childe , I didn't deserved that much of hate , that much of hurtful words , but I got them any way.

This was the thoughts on my head as I brushed my hair in front of the mirror after a hot shower , my brain always wants me to be patient but my heart screamed until when ? 

I brushed my teeth , I got dressed on my black shorts and my matching tank top , I exhaled and opened the door so am back to the room .

Noah was in the bed , without a shirt , and men he must spend a lot of hours in the gym , his body looks like a god's body , in a very awkward voice I said "WHERE WOULD I SLEEP ?"

Without even looking at me he answered "HERE , IN OUR BED , BESIDE YOUR HUSBAND AURA" 

Is he making fun of me ? what does that mean ? why would we share a bed , he said he won't force me , it won't be by force honestly if he kissed me again I will give him myself on plate , what the fuck am saying ?

"AURA" He draged me out of my dreams , "COME HERE" he said and tapped the bed beside him ,I  freeze on my spot , "AURA WE SHARED A BED ONCE , DON'T BE RIDICULOUS " and he is right , so I laid on bed beside him .

he closed the lights , it was very dark , I could feel the tentions n the air , then I felt him shift , then all I felt is his arms on me , as he brings me closer to him , breathing on his very strong scent , feeling his hard chest "SLEEP WIFEY" I smiled at his word , and respond as I grow more comfortable "GOOD NIGHT HUSBAND" his hands tined on me and his fingers was drawing a pattern on my back , it was so relaxing , I soon fall asleep and it was the first night I slept without a tears on my eyes hopefully not the last .

                                                             Noah

I opened my eyes , and I felt that my right hand is a little bit sore , there is somthing on me , and I smiled , it's aura , she is sleeping on top of me , her hair is all over the pillows , my pillows , but since yesterday they was our pillows , our bedroom , our closet , I share everything with this beautiful lady , I looked at the time , it's still early .

She turned on her sleep and my cock jumped , down little men , our lovely wife isn't ready , yet , and informally I need to seduce her , so she beg me for it , I have no idea why she is so scared about it , but she needs time to trust me and that's okay for me as long as she is okay , at peace , I can do anything .

I was deep in thought as she jerked out of me , her eyes were wide , and she wasn't looking at me she was looking in the direction of my cock ,It must waken her up "SORRY , SLEEPING WITH A BEAUTIFUL LADY , NOWING THAT SHE IS MINE AND AM NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE HER , MAKE HIM A LITTLE TO EXITED"  She looked at me with a horror in her eyes and I felt my mood changed , I hate that look , she didn't have to fear me , she is my wife , we ment to share a lot of feelings , fear is not one of them , so I huffed and said "AURORA DID I GIVE YOU A REASON TO FEAR ME ?"

I saw her think and then she said "NO" but her eyes told me more than her words could "WHY YOU ARE SCARED" I asked directly because I hate mind games , "YOU ARE A MEN , IF YOU WANT ME , YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO TAKE ME , THEN YOU WILL GET BOARD , YOU WILL FIGURE THAT AM NOT WHAT YOU EXPECTED , AND YOU WILL CHEAT , THIS IS WHY AM TELLING YOU FROM NOW , YOU CAN SUCK YOUR PLEASURE FROM OTHER WOMEN'S" 

I wasn't prepared for this , prepared for other excuses , maybe even a lie , but this , wasn't what I expected , she was about to left the bed as I took her hands , bring her between my legs , our faces close , "WHAT'S THE PROBLEM HERE ? SUCKING MY PLEASURE WITH OTHER WOMEN'S , GETTING BOARD FROM YOU , YOU NOT BEING WHAT I EXPECTED ? AND HOW DO YOU KNOW WHAT I EXPECT !"She was in a defensive mood , it's like we are at war "NEVER MIND , CAN I PREPARE MYSELF AND THEN WE SEARCH FOR MY NEW COLLAGE?" She fucking win this , she Freed herself , and went to the bathroom ,but we will talk again , we need a long talk .

In our way I asked her "WANNA GO BACK TO TEXAS TO TAKE YOUR PAPERERS, WE CAN ALWAYS HAVE SOMEONE TO TAKE THEM , BUT IF YOU WANT TO SEE YOUR FRIENDS " 

"YEAH , WE CAN GO I WANTED TO TALK WITH ALICE AND RAVEN , I WILL CALL THEM TODAY AND WE WILL SEE" I nodded ...We spent the day searching and she finally chose a collage , it's not far from the house , aura was happy because she could get back after two weeks .

when we was on our way to the car , she surprised me with a hug , "THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING" The sparkle am seeing in her eyes holds everything my soul thirsts for. 

"IT'S MY JOB AURA , AM YOUR HUSBAND AND IT'S MY JOB" , She doesn't answer , smiled and kissed my cheek .

 I took her to a restaurant , and I chose a hidden table so we can talk , "WE NEED TO HAVE A CONVERSATION AS GROWN PEOPLE , NO HIDING THINGS , NO RUNNING AWAY , NO LIES" 

Aura took a napkin , brushed her mouth and nodded "IS IT REAL THAT DIEGO WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE AND YOU WAS TALKING WITH HIM SINCE YOUR SISTER GOT MARRIED?" I know that she hates him now , but is it because he broke her heart "OF COURSE NO ! HE WAS MARRIED WHEN MY SISTED GET MARRIED , AND I HATE HIM , MY FATHER MAYDE ME SAID THAT" I breathed in relief and asked again "SO WHO WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE AURA ?" she exhaled , look me in the eyes and said with a law voice " A GIRLS FIRST LOVE IS HER FATHER , THIS IS WHY I DON'T HAVE A FIRST LOVE" 

Speechless , I don't have the words , it hurt my heart hearing her say things like this , "I MEAN AN EX BOYFRIEND , YOU DIDN'T LOVE THEM?" I tried not to talk about her father 

it hurted her , and she always end up crying , and am not mentally ready for her to cry , "WHAT MAKES YOU SO SURE THAT I HAD AN EX  BOYFRIEND ?" 

I wasn't sure , I just didn't though of anything else , she had a boyfriend right ? she is 21 so of course she had , "YOU HAD A BOYFRIEND RIGHT" 

She laughed without humer "WITH A FATHER LIKE MINE , IF YOU THOUGHT THAT I AM THAT BRAVE TO ENTER IN A RELATIONSHIP SO AM SORRY TO DISSOPOINT YOU CUZ I'VE NEVER HAD" 

She never had a bf , she've been single for 21 years , and it heats me ,  she never had a boyfriend ,never been in a relationship , she is a virgin , god this is why she was  scared , "YOU ARE VIRGIN ?" She shifted on her seat , her cheeks were red , "THERE IS NOTHING TO BE EMBARRASSED OF" she bited on her lips and said "YES I AM , IN FACT ,YOU WAS MY FIRST KISS" and I don't know why this information made me exited , happy , relieved , that am going to be all her firsts "THIS IS WHY YOU WAS SCARED ?" she put her hands on her face , and then she said "OF COURSE I WAS , I MEAN I NEVER HAD A RELATIONSHIP , AND I NEVR KISSED ANYONE , NO ONE TUCHED ME OR ANYTHING , AND YOU HAD A LOT OF EXPERIENCE AND I DON'T SO I FIGURED THAT YOU WILL BE DISSPOINTED ..." I cut her off as I took her hands in mine and kissed them "I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE EXPERIENCE OR NOT , IF YOU GIVE ME THE HONER TO BE YOUR FIRST,  ILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY" 

She give me a question look as she said "YOU DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM THAT AM VIRGIN ?"

What the fuck , "NO , AURA I DON'T" I think she can't understand "AURA , GIVE ME A CHANCE TO SHOW YOU THE PLEASURE , GIVE ME A CHANCE TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE , AM NOT JUST TALKING ABOUT SEX , AM TALKING ABOUT LIFE IN GENERAL" 

I understand why she can't trust me fully , because she thinks am her temporary husband ,  she thinks it's a matter of time and then she remain alone , little did she know that I will do everything to keep her , forever , all I need is a chance , one chance .

#Sno 



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