Dungeon of destiny

Chapter twenty-four: hidden truths

                                     Aurora
Am not feeling my legs , as am seeing the video in my hands , my heart beat faster than ever , i can't breath .

Noah is torturing someone with a knife , a fucking knife in his hands , he is wearing the same dark shirt that i choose, god what am seeing.

"Aurora" i heard oliver voice as the phone drop from my now shaking hands , he took a step closer and i left my hands in a defensive way , " STOP " he stopped immediately, "WHAT HAPPENED" he said trying to understand.

"ARE YOU WITH THEM ? DID ALL OF YOU FOULED ME ?" , i can't think of that option, its my hole life in a couple of week this family was mine , i belived that am one of them , with a husband who treats me like a queen , three brotheres , i was so close with the twins , i spend so much with them , filming, watching, eating.

Its like am in a rollecestor , this is all fake , he lied , they lied , they all did .

"SISI AM NOT FOLLOWING, YOU WAS GOOD HOUR AGO , FOULED YOU HOW"
Sisi the twins always called me like that adem always use Aurora he never give me a nickname, i was Aura for noah since day one , in that dungeon, but in bed i was honey cuz he told me i taste like honey .

Oliver closed the distance and took my phone , he watched the video and looked at me "LOOK ITS NOT MY PLACE TO EXPLAIN THIS , BUT I SWEAR SISI I NEVER DID THIS I WAS NEVER PART OF THE FAMILY BUSINESS"

Family businesses, well i guess good thing am not family , "I WANT TO STAY ALONE" i whispered as tears streamed down each one carry a story of it owns , "SISI PLEASE..."
"I WANT TO FUCKING STAY ALONE" i screamed and he left the room .

My legs carry me to the bed , all i can do is lie in bed hopefully i fell a sleep before i fell apart because , What hurts the most that i was disappointed by the single person i thought would never lie to me , that would never betray me. But here i am crying my eyes off , replying that video in my head , the men begging, noah's hands with blood , knives in his hands , smirk in his face , he looks nothing like the men i know the men i care about , the men who cuddle with me in bed for hours, the men who showered me four hours ago.

                                     Noah
I was in the basement in one of our warehouse , we tortured the first men and the video to his capo , so he know that we got his little puppet, and now am about to get a shower then go back home , am planning to take aura to dinner.

A real date , she never had that , and am fucking lucky to be the first men who took her out , adem opened the door , and from the look in his eyes i know something is wrong .

"OLIVER CALLED ME" and the first thing comes to my mind is aura "IS AURA OKAY ?" I said with very calmed voice but in reality i felt my hand shaking "SHE KNOWS" i sucked in a breath it can't be what am thinking about , no one no about me being a mafia boss , no one knows beside the big capos , and for a fact the capos would never tell aura because they can't meet her , "ABOUT" he stayed silent .

"SPILL IT ADEM" i said trying not to lose my mind "OLIVER SAID SOMEONE SEND HER A VIDEO, YOU WAS TUTORING" fuck fuck fuck

I took my wallet and start running, i need to get to her , she will be mad , she will feel like i betrayed her , fuck i can't, why did i lied , why would i do something so bad to her , how could i ?

I entered the house , am still covered in blood, i found oliver on the stairs , "WHERE IS SHE?" He mentioned for my bedroom as he said "SHE WAS CRYING IN SILENT WAY , SHE LOOKED SO HURT NOAH" i don't need to hear him more , i already now that , i took a deep breath as i opened the door , found her laying in bed , i can see from hear the wet pillow , and my heart stopped.

I marched to her , sink to my knees in front of her "AURA , PLEASE LET ME EXPLAIN" she looked at me , stand from the bed and looked at me from head to toe , my hands , my bloody hands , and when i left her to bring her face close she flinched , no god , she can't be scared .

"DON'T TOUCH ME..." she said from far away "AURA YOU CAN BE MAD , I UNDERSTAND BUT YOU CANNOT BE AFRAID OF ME YOU KNOW I WILL NEVER HURT YOU" she again looked at me with her big eyes , red from crying, "AM NOT MAD ,AM HURT , THERE IS A DIFFERENT AND OF COURSE AM SCARED  I THINK I NEVER KNOW THE REAL YOU NOAH"

Being mad at me i can deal with but being hurt , it's something i would never accept, it killed me so much , she looked again and then she took her pillow and lied in the couch " AURA LETS TOOK I SWAER I CAN EXPLAIN.." she shook her head , Her tears flowed like a torrential downpour, each drop carrying the weight of a broken heart , the heart i broke .

I left her to have the space she needs , i took a shower changed my clothes and i said to her again "GO TO THE BED , I WILL SLEEP HEAR ON THE COUSH"
Silence
"AURA AM A MAFIA BOSS"
Silence
"I RULE SIDE BY SIDE WITH ADEM , SINCE I WAS 16"
Silence
"I KILL PEOPLE"
Silence
"I DIDINT WANT TO LIE I JUST DIDNT FIND THE RIGHT TIME"

Now she left her head , she stand from the couch and slapped me , "FIND THE TIME TO WHAT?" She screamed "FIND THE TIME TO MENTION THAT YOU ARE A FUCKING MAFIA BOSS , THAT AM MARRIED TO A MONSTER WHO ENJOY KILLING PEOPLE, I FUCKING TRUSTED YOU , YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER LIE AND YOU DID" she now was throwing punches on my chest .

And i let her took ride of all the anger , she has every right do whatever she want "YOU KNOW WHAT HURTS THE MOST NOAH , THAT I REALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT" she laughed without humor as more tears begin to fall "I TRUSTED YOU BUT YOU BETRAYED ME" she said .

"YESTERDAY I BEGED YOU TO NOT BE  ONE OF LIFE LESSON, TODAY YOU WAS THE  LESSON I FAILED ON"

Then runns to the bathroom, and i heard the shower , i felt a tear on my eyes , as i brush her i felt her pain the pain i caused trying to protect her , i never deserved her but fuck i can't let her go , i can't.

After hours she opened the bathroom door , flipped the light we was in the dark i was in the bed , my bed , all my years i slept here alone after two weeks with aura today the bed felt bigged , colder ,without her .

It's been hours and i can't sleep , all i want is to hug her , all i want is for her to forgive me .

It's like she heard my thoughts , i felt the bedsheets move and a body hugging me , it's her smell "I DIDNT FORGIVE YOU , AM JUST RUNNING FROM YOU TO YOU CUZ I HAVE NO ONE ELSE" she said and i felt her silent tears on my chest

"THEY SAID THAT CRYING IS HOW YOUR HEART SPEAKS, WHEN YOUR LIPS CANT EXPLAIN THE PAIN YOU FEEL , AND RIGHT MOW NOAH , AM FEELING SO MUCH PAIN"

She said with a broken sobs and i tined my arms on her as i kiss her head "I NEVER WANTED TO LIE AURA , FUCK I WAS SCARED , THIS I WAS SCARED OF THIS , YOU BEING HURT , I CANT FOUND A WAY TO TELL YOU , I REALLY WANTED FORGIVE ME AURA"

She broke down on my arms , till she fell asleep from crying, i looked at her , her face was pail , her lips were shaking , am the problem, am the reason my aura is so hurt, and i will spend every breath trying to make it up to her , losing her is not an option .

#Sno