Dungeon of destiny

Chapter twenty-one : Broken

                                                           Aurora 

I can't believe that I told him , okay I didn't he just figured out that am virgin , it was a huge surprise to me when he wasn't disappointed in fact , it seemed as if he was relieved , and when I said that he is my first kiss I saw his eyes shined .

Am being delusional as always .

All he asked for is one chance , can I give him that , am too afraid , I don't want to get used to be treated like a real princess , because he is not my real husband , he is my temporary husband , I should keep that in mind, because I can feel myself falling every second , Noah , the first person on this planet who made me feel special , made me feel important , he took care of me he fights my demons for me , he gave me peace .

After we came from the lunch , he said he needed to work with his brother Adem , so I decided to call Alice and when she answered I said immediately "ALICE , IT'S ME , AURORA" silence , so I said again "HELLO ALICE , CAN YOU HEAR ME" 

"YEAH AURORA , HI , WHAT IS IT ?" oh ! it wasn't what a warm welcome , "I MISSED YOU ALICE , I THINK AM COMING TO THE UNI SO I COULD TAKE MY PAPERERS , AM SHIFTING TO NEW YORK" silence again "ALICE?" I said with a very hesitate voice and I got a very unexpected respond "SO AURORA ? WHAT SHOULD I DO " what's happening , she never called me by my name she always say A or bestie "ALICE WHAT'S UP ? WHY ARE YOU TALKING LIKE THIS , I MISSED YOU , AND I THOUGHT WE COULD HANG OUT WHEN I COME , ME YOU , RAVEN , LIKE BEFORE , I REALLY MISEED..." 

she didn't let me finish , "LIKE BEFORE ? ME , YOU AND RAVEN , NO AURORA DON'T COUNT YOURSELF WITH US , YOU CHANGED AURORA AND SO DO WE , SO THERE IS NOTHING LIKE BEFOR" I laughed without humor , as I start losing my mind "I CHANGED ? YEAH BECAUSE A LOT CHANGED ME ALICE , DID YOU EVEN NOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME ? " 

I exhaled , am about exploded "I KNOW , YOU RUN AWAY WITH A BILLIONAIRE , GOT MARRIED , AND LIVING YOUR BEST LIFE IN NEW YORK " , I tried to fight my tears as I said , "YOU KNOW WHAT? SORRY , IT'S MY FAULT , I THOUGHT I CALLED MY BEST FRIEND BUT IT WAS A MISTAKE THAT IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN" I ended the call , washed away my tears .

No they don't deserve my tears , they never felt my pain , they never saw my real struggle , they believed my fake smile , and if they wasn't there in my lowest moments could I consider them my besties ? never .

"HEY , WANNA HELP ME?" I brushed my eyes again and turned to see Oliver with his phone , "HEY ARE YOU CRYING , WHAT HAPPEN DID ANYONE SAID SOMETHING , DID TOUR FATHER.." I cut him before his imagination run too far .

"NO , AM FINE , JUST A WEAK MOMENT , WHAT CAN I HELP YOU WITH" I said with a smile , as I march in his direction "I ACTUALLY NEED TO FILM A TIKTOK , AND ROLAND IS OUT WITH MY RING LIGHT , CAN YOU FILM ME ? "

Oh , they do TikTok , I see , why they always with they phone "OF COURSE I CAN , JUST YOU NEED TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO , AM NOT EXPER IN THIS THINGS" 

"HHHHH , IT'S OKAY I GOT YOU SISI" what , did he forget my name "ACTUALLY AM AURORA , YOU CAN CALL ME AURA LIKE NOAH OR A MY FRIENDS USED TO SAY" , He left an eyebrow and said "I KNOW YOUR NAME , BUT YOU ARE MY SISTER IN LAW THIS IS WHY I'LL CALL YOU SISI , BESIDE AURA IT'S ONLY FOR NOAH HE WILL CUT MY BALLS IF I USSED" And I laughed at that .

We spend hours filming , and it was so fun actually , am trying to avoid noah and helping Oliver was the best idea ever , he took away all my anxiety , it's the first time am feeling like am a real sibling , when I do something wrong with the camera , he screamed idiot and when he do something cringy on the camera I say stupid , we laughed so much , he even let me film a video with him when we danced on a trend song .

Noah called me 10 times , and I always say am still busy , he even came downstairs twice , but Oliver begged him because he needs the videos , but I don't think he would wait any longer .

                                                       Noah 

It's been hours since she's been helping my idiot brother with his stupid videos , I know what she is doing , aura been ignoring me after our little chit chat on during the lunch , even on dinner she didn't even glance on me , and soon she was back at filming , it's been 10 minutes and she ignored all my calls , so now I had to go get her myself , since I figured that she is virgin , I was on the edge .

I opened the room to find her laughing with Oliver , about something on the phone , and without even talking , I go straight to her , now she noticed me "NOAH I JUST NEED..." I cut her off when I left her on my shoulder , she is so tiny , "YOU NEED TO LISTEN TO YOUR HUSBAND THIS IS WHAT YOU NEED" I said us I spanked her ass lightly and she screamed , "PUT ME DOWN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOWING , OLIVER CAN YOU FUCKING TALK WITH YOUR BROTHER" she screamed and am already on my way out of the room , but  heard Oliver say "SORRY SISI , WHEN IT COMES TO ADEM AND NOAH I CAN'T SAY MUCH" good , because god helps him if he tried to entrap me "NOAH MARECHTTI PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW" 

I love the feisty aura , "IF YOU DON'T STOP MOVING , I WILL SPANK YOU , HARD THIS TIME AURA" and she stills immediately , so I added "GOOD GIRL" And I can hear her suck on breath .

I put her on the bed as I looked at her , red cheeks , her hair little missed from the fighting she put , I bend down , and she closed her eyes , as I was about to kiss her she said something I never thought about "I CAN'T FEEL THE PLEASURE" I took a step back , her eyes still closed , and I asked because I can't understand "WHAT DO YOU MEAN , YOU DON'T DESIRE ME ?" that can not be an option , am not blind I know how she look at me when am shirtless , she like what she saw.

"NO , I MEAN , AM OKAY TO HAVE A PHYSICAL RELATION WITH YOU , BUT I CAN'T FEEL PLEASURE , SO DON'T BE SURPRISED , IT'S ME THE PROBLEM " Am really confused "CAN YOU BE MORE SPECIFIC , YOU SAID YOU ARE A VIRGIN HOW COULD YOU FEEL THE PLEASURE IT'S YOUR FIRST TIME , TODAY YOU WILL KNOW IF YOU CAN FEEL THE PLEASURE OR NOT" she closed her eyes , and said with a law voice .

"SOMETIMES YOU CAN PLEASURE YOURSELF , I NEVER DID , I COULDN'T REACH THAT LEVEL , I THINK AM BROKEN OR SOMETHING" Fuck me .

"YOU NEVER HAD AN ORGASM ? WHY"

"BECAUSE I COULD NEVER REACHE IT , I TRIED TO TUCH MYSELF , I TRIED TO READ PORN BECAUSE I COULDN'T STOMACH TO WATCH IT , BUT I NEVER FELT AUROSAL" She looked directly on my eyes "I TOLD YOU AM BROKEN" 

"SAY YES" I commanded her immediately and I can see the dabut on her eyes , "TRUST ME AURA , AM NOAH , YOUR HUSBAN , I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU , I CAN PLAY WITH FIRE I CAN BURN THE HOLE WOLD BUT NEVER YOU , SAY YES , LET'S ME SHOW YOU THE REAL PLEASURE" .

And she nodded with her head , "YES".

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