Dungeon of destiny

Chapter twenty-five: Alone

                                        Aurora
I opened my eyes to an empty bed , my head hurts as if i've been drinking for the hole night , last night i run away from him to him , because in fact i have no one else , and even if i had someone, noah was my safe place , was , i cried so hard in his arms from the pain he caused.

He said he was sorry , he said he want my forgiveness , but could i ? After everything i know , after everything i saw.

I took a shower , am not planning on leaving this room , the problem is i can't go back to my family, my father will kill me , i can't tell my sister to she won't accept me , and i don't have any friends to run to , staying here is not an option but do i really have options , am alone this time , i was alone for years but in this couple of months noah was by my side that today am feelingso hopeless and it kills me.

There is knock on the door , "SISI ITS ME , YOU NEED TO EAT SOMETHING" it's roland , am not in the mood to talk with any of them they played me , fooled me .

"SISI , YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE MAD , TO FEEL BETRAYED BUT I SWEAR, ME AND OLIVER HAVE NO CLUE, LETS TALK SISI PLEASE"

Last night noah said he rule with adem , could roland and oliver be Innocent ?

So i opened the door , he gives me a plate with a lot of food "YOU DIDN'T EAT YOUR DINNER YESTERDAY , AURORA CAN YOU LISTEN TO ME?"

I nodded my head for him , "WE WAS VERY YOUNG WHEN MY PARENTS DIED , THEY WAS KILLED , MY GRANDFATHERS WERE IN THE MAFIA , THEY WERE RIVALS , MY FATHER WAS SUPPOSED TO KIDNAPPE HER , AND KILL HER , BUT THEY  FELL IN  LOVE , GOT MARRIED AND RUN AWAY FROM ITALY TO HERE , START FROM NOTHING, THEY WANTED US TO GROW AWAY FROM THE MAFIA BUT THEY FOUND THEM KILLED BOTH OF THEM" i didn't know this story , i know half of it .

"PLEASE CONTINUE" and he does "THEY BRING US BACK TO ITALY , MY  MUM'S SIDE WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR THE DEATH SO MY FATHER'S SIDE TRIED TO KEEP US ALIVE AFTER ALL WE ARE HIS LEGACY , THEY FORCE ADEM AND NOAH TO WORK WITH THEM SO THEY CAN TAKE OUR REGAGNE AND THEY DID SINCE THEN THEY RULE TOGETHER,NOT EVERYONE KNOWS THEM , WE OWN ONE OF THE RUTHLESS MAFIA IN THE UNDERWORLD BUT ITS ALWAYS OUR UNDERBOSSES WHO DO THE MEETINGS AND ALL NOAH AND ADEM WANT TO KEEP THEMSELVES A MYSTERY , HIDDEN , A SECRET , FOR THE IMEAGE AFTER ALL NOAH IS A VERY FAMOUS  SECURITY DEVELOPER AND ADEM VERY FAMOUS BUSINESSMAN WITH MULTIPLE COMPANIES BUT IN THE SAME TIME THEY RUN THE MAFIA TOGETHER "

A lot of information, and my brain could explode any minute "AND YOU , OLIVER , WHAT YOU DO?"

"WE ARE INFLUENCERAS ON SOCIAL MEDIA, WE HAVE NOTHING WITH THE MAFIA ,SINCE WE WERE KIDS THE BOYS MADE IT CLEAR THAT WE WON'T CARRY WITH THE FAMILY BUSINESS , SO WE CHOOSE OUR PATH"

"AND WHY THAT , WHY THEY KEPT YOU OUT"
He lift his eyebrows in a question way "ISN'T CLEAR SISI? THEY ARE WAITING FOR A WAY OUT THEY HATE THE MAFIA , I WONT LIE THEY ARE RUTHLESS AND THEY ARE WELL KNOWN IN THE UNDERWORLD BUT THEY HATE IT , OUR PARENTS WON'T EVER FORGIVE THEM BUT THEY DON'T REALLY HAVE A CHOICE IS EITHER KILLER OR KILLED"

I stay silent , i don't really have words , in my thoughts was that they choose that life , ther they enjoy it , but hidden away , trying to escape its a hole other perspective.

He bend down and kissed my top head "HE CARE ABOUT YOU , NOAH WASNT LYING HE WAS PROTECTING YOU SISI DONT BE MAD , GIVE HIM A CHANCE"
I breathed as a tear escaped my eyes "AM NOT MAD AM HURT ROLAND" he brushed my tear , hugged me tight , "I NEED SPACE , I NEED TIME TO PROCESS, TO THINK , YOU KNOW WHAT HURT THE MOST ?" He said "BECAUSE YOU FOUND OUT BEFORE HE COULD TELL YOU ?"

I choke my head "THAT EVEN THO MY HUSBAND HURTS ME AM FORCED TO STAY IN HIS HOUS SLEEPING IN HIS BED BECAUSE I HAVE NO OTHER PLACE TO GO EVEN THO I NEED SPACE I CAN'T HAVE IT , I CAN'T CALL MY FATHER SO HE GOT MY BACK , AM ALONE"

He hugged me again "YOU HAVE ME AND OLIVER , NO MATTER WHAT YOU DECIDE AM WITH YOU , I DON'T HAVE A SISTER BUT SINCE DAY ONE YOU WAS MY SISTER AND HERE I AM TAKING YOUR SIDE , AND I GOT YOUR BACK IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE PACK A BAG I WILL TAKE YOU AWAY TO HAVE YOUR SPACE"

It feels good to have someone , it's fantastic, i smiled to him "I WILL THINK ABOUT IT"

"I GOT YOUR BACK SISI ALWAY" and then he was out of the room , and i again left alone without any solutions.
                                Noah
"I FUCKED UP ADEM , SHE BEGGED ME TO NOT BE ONE OF HER LIFE LASSONS AND AFTER 24H SHE SAID I WAS HER BIGGESTLESSON AND SHE FAILED ? WHAT CAN I DO SO SHE FORGIVE ME"

I waited for adem to give me an advice but he choke his head , "NOTHING, SHE WILL LISTEN TO YOU EVENTUALLY, AND WHEN SHE HEAR THE STORY IF SHE CARE 1% ABOUT YOU SHE WILL ACCEPT"

I exhaled , exhausted from everything "AND IF SHE DOSENT CARE" he choke his head "WE BOTH KNOW THAT SHE CARE , A LOT" and i know she did but does that enough to make her forgive me ?

Roland sit with us as he said "YOU FUCKED UP NOAH" as if am not aware , "I KNOW ROLAND THANKS FOR NOTHING , WHAT SHE SAID ?"

He exhaled "SHE WILL FORGIVE YOU" i left my eyebrows, did she tell him that , "DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT , SHE SAID SHE ISN'T MAD SHE IS HURT, SO SHE ISN'T MAD BECAUSE YOU ARE A MAFIA BOSS , SHE IS HURT BECAUSE YOU LIED"

If he think he is helping me it's not working, knowing that aura is mad at me i can live with that bit knowing that i hurted her it fucking killed me "I NEED TO TALK TO HER" but roland choke his head "SHE NEEDS SPACE I EVEN TOLD HER THAT IF SHE WANTS TO LEAVE THE HOUSE I WILL TOOK HER SOMEWHERE TO MADE UP HER MIND"

What the fuck he did ? I looked at adem and then back at him , "I WILL NEVER LET HER GO ROLAND YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND THIS" i stand up and he stand too so we was facing each other "IF SHE WANTS TO GET OUT IF SHE NEEDS HELP AM GOING TO HELP HER ,YOU LIED , YOU HURTED HER WITH YOUR ACTIONS AND AM NOT LETTING HER BE IN PAIN BECAUSE SHE HAS NO FAMILLY ME AND OLIVER WE GOT HER BACK"

"AM FUCKING SORRY , I WANTED TO PROTECT HER GOD DAMIT , DO YOU THINK AM HAPPY THAT SHE'S BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT I COULDNT SLEEP SEEING HER LIKE THAT BROKE ME ROLAND"

As long as am angry about my brother reaction am also happy , him loving aura to the point he is facing me like a real brother, am proud .

"SO GO MAKE HER GOOD , GO FIX WHAT YOU BROKE NOAH"

And i did exactly that i run our room , she zas curled in the bed .

"AURA , CAN WE TALK PLEASE , LET ME EXPLAIN GIVE ME A CHANCE" and she nodded her head as she was on a sitting position.

"ROLAND TOLD ME ALL ABOUT YOUR FAMILY, AND I UNDERSTAND" does she ? Then she continued " LOOK NOAH , I NEED A FAKE HUSBAND , I NEED YOUR PROTECTION , SO I CANT LEAVE BUT .." i exhaled "BUT YOU CANT FORGIVE ME?" She choke her head as she look deep in my eyes "ACTUALLY NOAH , I HAVE NO IDEA , ALL I KNOW TAT RIGHT NOW I CANT EVEN LOOK AT YOU , WHENEVER I SEE YOU I ONLY SAW THAT MONSTER" it never bothered me that people think that am a monster , it was good thing in our world , the more they fear me , the more am in control, but , aura , my girl , my wife , saw me as a monster , it breaks my heart .

"AM A MONSTER AURA , I WOULD NEVER DENY THAT , BUT NOT FOR YOU , I WOULD NEVER BE THE VILLAN IN YOUR STORY"

A tear roll over her face and said "I KNOW NOAH , I BELIEVE YOU , THIS IS WHY , I NEED SPACE , AFTER WHAT I SAW I STILL BELIEVE YOU , AND AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU , GOD AM INSANE" she covered her face with her hands and continued

"AM AFRAID OF MYSELF , GIVE ME THE SPACE , ALLOW ME THIS FREEDOM" with a sob she added

"PLEASE , NOAH"

I hugged her tight , and whisper in her ears , "TAKE THE SPACE YOU NEED , TAKE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD , JUST PROMISE ME , THAT YOU WILL HEAL AND THEN YOU WILL BE BACK IN MY ARMS"

she nodded "I NEVER LET GO OF YOU NOAH TO BE BACK , JUST I NEED TO PROCESS , EVEN THO THE VIDEO , THE LIES , I DON'T HATE YOU , EVEN THO YOU ARE A KILLER , A MONSTER , YOU WILL BE FOREVER MY SAFE PLACE , MY HOME"

After all she saw , after I lied , she still consider me her safe place and as much as that makes me happy , my heart broke to millions pieces.

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