You Are My Soul

21.The fight

Warning:If you watch the jungle series you may skip this pov because I only added few additional details and it's the confession scenes of Nannam and Nithan in Ep:6 of the jungle...you can watch it in detailed in the series ...It's so good Nanon and Mild nailed it...If you didn't watch go watch it for this part to be clear in visuals...But skip the Pladao Nanfah part...And it's good when you read this chapter you hear the music..."Pretend" by Nanon Korapat ost. The jungle..(skip the part of NanfahPladao and think it like Nanfahpakorn)

Nannam

It's too complicated now...am I falling for this girl...But she's too innocent.. yesterday we went to meet her family..And I felt what if I have a family like this..we are now living together in the condo ...We are living in different rooms and also we have a boundaries but i think now my heart is crossing all the boundaries...Now it's more complicated as her family decided our engagement ..Iam ok with that but something in my mind felt so bad and the other day I blushed and get hot when she came closer to me..She was not like other girls that I met in for one night stands ...She is something different..Her care ,Her nature everything felt so good that I don't want to end this relation after the engagement...

"What are you thinking...You are recently spacing out...Come we have to check the place of our engagement right..."Nithan came and today we are going to check the place...Oh god how will I postpone this..I wanted to spend so much time with him..She can understand me and eventhough I say she's not my type my mind will not agree with this...

"Noo...yaa we can go...But don't you think is it too fast..."i asked a bit hesitated

"Why??you wanted to stop this drama soon right...So as soon as our engagement happened... everything will end faster..."I felt a pang in my heart but I avoided it...

"Hmm...yaa..."I said...
Then we went to look the hall for engagement...it was so nice but I wanted to postpone this engagement because I wanted to spend more time with her...So I tried to make more excuses but she is kind of dumb at this time...oh God I have so much pride but look at her...she's acting all dumb... can't she saw my sincere feelings towards her...For real i didn't even felt anything like this towards anyone....If you say for real it's the reality I may be lie ,I may slept with someone else but I can't do this....so I took her with me in the care...Now I can't tolerate it like this...

"You are the one who wanted to end this contract soon right...Now why are you behaving like this "Nithan asked me...
"Yes...I want to end this soon"I said didn't looking at her eyes because iam clearly lying this time...
"Then why are you lying"She asked..I am shocked
"I can say you were clearly lying because you were not looking at my eyes and you scratched your necks...See now I can detect liers"She said proudly...I felt nervous...But I remained in my smiley face...
"Why were you lying..."She asked...
"No....come we can go..."I grabbed her hand and we went in the car...Now it's time to end this...
In the car...
"We are very lucky right...Dad believed us and after engagement me and mom will get everything that we deserved..."She said...
"You know you were amazing...Thankyou naa for helping me..."I looked at her and her genuine smile and care something raised my heart beat...No I can't lose her like that...I increased the car speed and I crossed the road that lead to our condo...
"Aww ..where are you going...it's not the way to our condo"She said panicking...
"Hmm...I want to take you somewhere else...please wait...be patient..."I kept my poker face...We reached at rendezvous and I grabbed her hand and we went to the rooftop....This is the rooftop where so many beautiful things happened...For me ...For Nanfah...For Nanon....For us...Now I think it's also the best place to let her know my feelings...

"Why are we here..I didn't know here we have a beautiful place to enjoy the view.."
"It's a secret place of the jungle"
"Ooh then you take so many girls here right.."
"No...I only took a girl to break up with her next day"
"Ooh...ya so your business is done right...and we are going to over"
"But I want you to know something...I no longer need to lie...From now on
I can show you how I really feel..."I said looking at her
"What do you mean"
I closed my distance with her feeling nervous ,sad and mixed of emotions I can feel her heart beats raising mine also similar to it...I kissed her on the lips... Because it's the only way I can show my true emotions..
She pushed me after sometime
"What are you doing"
"I know you don't believe me.. Because iam a liar but from now on I can show you how i really feel about you... You will not believe my words...But you will believe my actions"
I agained leaned and kissed her on the lips...