You Are My Soul

29.New Life

Nanon

My story was always mixed up with troubles and sadness...If iam happy in this instant...the very next instant I will be sad....I think God really didn't like me to live a happy Life ....Look at me now....After Ohm admitting in the hospital...my world turn upside down....Ohm didn't woke up as expected....Me and Pakorn took the whole blame...but to be exact Pakorn took the whole blame and iam just blaming myself not him....not anyone else....If I didn't play and act like that in that night.... i can see Ohm infront of me like before...Now its been 2 years since all of that is happened....Ohm didn't woke up...the 24 hours time just finished.... Doctor didn't have any idea....He met with a seizure condition in between the already affected condition.....And everything got messed up ....and unfortunately Ohm went to Comma after that.....The least expected thing.... Ohm's Dad came to know about his condition and he fell sick...In one day our happy life turned upside down....and made me sad...NanFah didn't left Pakorn's side so Pakorn is in normal condition now .... Otherwise I don't even know what will happen to Pakorn....I just acted all messy and made a lot trouble for 1 week after knowing about Ohm's condition.... because that all unacceptable for me...and i didn't expected my Ohm to lay here like that and not responding to my silly jokes and blabbering...and my pouts......Chimon handled Perth well so I didn't have to worry about him too....It's like Ohm gave all of his family in my hand...and I felt the responsibility....Once Ohm asked me...

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We were hugging eachother after a hot night of us... suddenly he hugged me and kissed me...Then asked...

"Non....can I ask you something..."He asked in a low tone...

"What is it Ohm... don't ask for another round...iam already tired..."I said in a tired tone...

"No...its not that...."He said chuckling....

I snuggled to him and smiled looking at him....

"Then what is it..."I asked to him looking at his face...

What if one day...iam not with you...what if i die one day...what will you do .... without me..."That question itself made me mad and also sad ....But I played joke to make nice the situation....

"Hm...then i will get a new boyfriend better than you..."I said jokingly...He pouted....and looked away....

"Aww....my Ohmuuu....why are you making that face...and why asking suddenly these kind of questions....you already know that I can't live without you...then why are you asking....You are my soul Ohm ....how can I live without my soul..."I said hugging him more tightly...tears filled in my eyes...Just thinking about it already made me afraid....how can I live without him....

"Non....are you crying...ooiii...I was just asking.... don't be sad .....hmm....but everyone have to die one day right....Just remember this...if one day I disappear or something happened to me....you have to live for me...please look after my Dad and Perth....Can you look after my family Non....I am afraid...they don't have anyone...korn can't handle everything....He will be alone then ....and he will start to blame things on him....But I hope Fah will be with him....You have to be strong for me naa...and just remember my soul is with you....no matter what happens... don't gave up your hope non...."I shut his blabbering mouth with my finger and glared at him....

"Shut up....who are you a hero of the drama....just don't be a drama king Ohm....you are making things weirder....come just sleep...."I said making him cut his words....He chuckled....

"Aww....my angry Nanon is so cute....you are turning me on more you know..."He said kissing me....

"Aiii.....Ohm....."