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It's been two weeks since I last saw my dad, I miss him but I am cramped with college work so I can't visit him.

After completing all my classes for the day I went to dorms and I am like extremly tired both mentally and physically. As I was walking towards the dorm room I heard music playing from outside meaning she's here, I went inside and directly went to my room. After a shower I decided to take a stroll in the park so I wore a black hoodie with black cargos and took my headphones and went outside my room.

Aloy was nowhere to be seen as I entered the kitchen to drink some water. Then I saw her in her room because the door wasn't closed, She was wearing a sports bar and boxers and nothing more, she was putting her rings on the nightstand beside her bed. As she turned around I saw two scars on her back, I gasped at the sight and she turned around. 

As she turned around my eyes suddenly went to her boobs and I can't take my eyes of it and I think she has her left nipple pierced. She cleared her throat and I met her eyes she has a play full smirk on her lips, I instantly got embrassed as I was caught staring.

"I am going for a walk" I don't know why I informed her but I did.

"Can I tag along" she asked and I shook my head. I want some alone time, and being around her makes me do stupid things.

"I want to be alone" I said and went towards the door. As I was walking towards the park I felt calm as the song 'I can't handle change' blasts through my headphones. As I was walking I felt like someone was following me, I feel this whenever I am walking alone maybe It's my delusion. It's a safe area for girls anyways as it's on the campus grounds.

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After a nice long walk I went back to the dorm and didn't saw aloy anywhere , as I went to kitchen and peaked into her room she wasn't there either, who knows where she went, but it's none of my business so.

I went inside the room and took out the packet that max gave me before my last class, It has 5 pills and each one hits very strong, I took out three pills and swallowed it with water, all I have to do is wait till the pill starts to kick in.

After half hour I was feeling dizzy, my surroundings were all spinning and I felt lightheaded, all my worries and over thinking just vanished, This is why I wanted the drugs after my last panic attack after I breakup with my ex, I just want to feel like myself again. But I haven't been like that for months now.

Suddenly everything started to feel dark and my head started to hurt more, I think I shouldn't have took 3 pills, I started to go towards my study table to drink water to calm my burning throat and as I stood up I everything started to spin and I fall down making the glass a loud sound along with the thud of my body.

I heard my door suddenly open and there she stood all in her glory, he toned muscle arms and in shorts with a muscle tee, how can she look so hot, It's still a mystery to me, I scanned her body up and down until she moved towards me with a worried look on her face and put her hand on my head. Her hand feels so nice and soft, I leaned more into her, I don't know I don't like her like that I think but maybe this is the effects of drugs, I want to feel her.

"God, you are burning Aria"

"feels so nice" I took her other hand and put it on my cheek, god how can she feel so good, I have never felt like this. Not even with her.

"Are you high?" she frowned looking at me.

"answer me." she repeated. I just nodded my head.

"what did you took?" she demanded as she put both of her hands on my face and patted my cheeks.

I just signaled towards the plastic bag of pills. She helped standing me up and direct me towards the bathroom. "wash your face" I did as I was told.

After sitting on the bed she went outside my room and came back five minute later with something in her hand with a glass of water. 

"eat this" she handed me something like a ayurvedic medicine. I shook my head, and she glared at me. "It smells" I whined, god that is so embrassing I will probably regret this after getting sober.

she stared at me for a few secs and I sighed and took the medicine and swallowed it, It didn't tasted that bad atleast.

"You could have died" she said in a soft voice, I laughed and she looked at me with a confused look on her face.

"why do you even care? you barely know me" I said with a bitter smile.

"You won't understand it right now darling, but you mean the world to me" she said with a sad smile and kissed the top of my head 

 I looked at her and she started to go towards the exit, before I can even register what I said It came out,

 "stay"

My eyes were feeling heavy it closed and I started to drift back to the sleep, before falling asleep I felt the bed dip beside me and a warm source near me so I snuggled more into it.


So a new  chapter, I am proud of myself to actually publish it so soon because I am like crazy busy, but I wanted to publish it so here you go. 

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