Protected by Aloy (GXG)

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It feels so warm and nice, I don't know why but my pillow feels extremly soft. Suddenly I heard soft snores, wait what? snores, My eyes shoot open and the first thing I see is boobs, then I saw my hand drapped over her  waist. Her. Aloy. Oh god, what did I do? 

Suddenly everything started to comeback to me with the light speed and my head started hurting, I don't know how did we ended up cuddled together, eitherways it feels nice so I am gonna pretend to sleep for a while, I mean the damage is already done right, why not enjoy this.

I still feel dizzy, and my mind is not working properly I shouldn't have took 3 pills.

After sometime I again wokeup and now  her hand is holding me securely and my back is pressed up against her front. And I can feel her boobs against my back, she definately have nipple peirceings. I blushed at the thought of it. I don't dare to move, It's like i am froze, after a few seconds she started moving and pulled me more into her and her grip on me tighting, I don't know why am I blushing right now.

I tried to get out of her arms wriggling a little but nothing helped,

"Aloy"

"Aloy"

"ALOY"

She hummed and started to wake up, as soon as she realised what posiition we are in she set up and stared at me, I know now I have to talk about yesterday, It was really wrong thing to do. But it's like a coping mechanism for me now, I just start to self destruct myself,  I just feel like I don't deserve the things provided to me, given to me, either it is a person, or a thing.

"Care to explain?" she asked with a fixiated gaze on me. I nervously gulped, I don't know why I am so intidimated by her, I certainly did not think about the consequences of the drugs i did. And I don't know why am I  feeling guilty.

As she noticed I am not replying she glanced at my whole body and her gaze sofetened.

"It was a mistake" I said still looking at my lap.

"Liar. The state you were in certainely proves it wasn't your first time." she said whille clenching her jaw.

"It's none of your business, thank you for your help yesterday." I said trying to let go of thr topic.

This seems to darkened her eyes, not in a good way, her jaw is now even more tensed and It's sacring me, but I am feeling something else too, I don't know what that something is tho.

"Don't talk to me like that" she said in a lower voice which sent shivers down my spine and I kind of feel arou- No no no, not the time to comeout right now my inner masochist!

"Or what huh?" I pressed trying to test the waters.

"Let it go Aria, you really don't wanna know" She scoffed and glared at me like she will eat me and I don't think I want to test the theory now.

"Sorry, I don't know what came over me, i was supposed to take one pill for my sleeping problem but I took 3 and-" I rambled on but she cut me off

"It wasn't prescribed"

"I-" I stuttered thinking how to answer that, I have to think of an excuse fast.

"I what Aria? why would you even do that huh?"  she pressed her voice growing soft.

"Okay, so I did drugs, there. Happy now? what will you do knowing this huh, you can't do anything, and it is for my Insomnia, I got these nightmares which is scary and once I am up from them i can't go back to sleep, this pills helps me forget it" I blurted out, I don't know why even am I telling her this, I don't owe her anything.

"Let me help you" she said  in a soft whimper and and put both of her hands on my cheeks and wiped my tears which i didn't know was coming out, then she suddenly pulled me into a hug and I just let her, I felt calm right now in her embrace, I feel safe and my mind is still.

"you sacred me yesterday when I entered the room, I thought you will die and i will lost you" she said in whisper, that I was wondering if she actually said it or i was hallucinating. 

we stayed like that for god knows how long and were interrupted by the knock on the room. we parted and stared at eachother then I stood up and went to open the door.

"Hey" max waved at me and pulled me in a hug.

"Um hey, what are you doing here?" I asked confusedly

"you didn't came to college and neither did you pick anyones calls" She said sctraching her neck.

"Also I came here to say, I won't arrange the pills for you anymore, I really admire our friendship and arranging you drugs feels like I am helping you do harm, you shouldn't do it anymore ary it's not good and I feel guilty since the day I started seeing you as a real friend-" she was cut off by aloy who glared at her and said.

"As you should be! you are practically helping her die, what kind of a friend you are" she said through gritted teeth.

"I am sorry, I am trying to be a better person and a friend" Max said with sincere look in her eyes.

"It's okay, and i lost the track of the time, I was sleeping throughout the day" I said.

After this we catched up on college work and other things, while aloy mysteriously disappeared for hours to god knows where, after bidding goodbye to max I felt my cheeked hot as everything thats happened in past 24 hours entered in my head. I should probably have a cold shower.

Soooo this was the new chapter, I was busy with work and some other things, Also I attended my first PRIDE RALLY a week ago, I made new friends and I am grateful for that. The rest of the week was shit. 

what did you think about max tho, let me know, comments really helps me and motivates to compelte this story so please vote and definately comment your views and grammar (lol)

Byeeeee see you next week.