Levi's Poems

What I Think

You wanna know what I think?
I think I was too much for you
And I say that because
In your words
You never knew how to handle my emotions
Or how to handle my mental instability
Because of what you were going through
And thinking about it now
I'm thing more that it's less you didn't want to
Rather than you not knowing how
Because you wanted your issues
To be the only ones that mattered
And when it comes to love
That's not how that works
You think you know what love is
Enough that you tried to tell me how I should act
How I should behave
How I should respond to you
When all I did was try my best
But what you fail to realize
Is that you were nothing but toxic
And you never tried to change
It was always about your future
Your aspirations
Your plans
It was never about us
And it became like that
After you lost someone important to you
You counted me out
Basically left me in the dust
And only kept me around
For convenience
My issues didn't matter
My love didn't matter
My HEART didn't matter
And when I tried to leave
To let you go
You continued to hold on
For what?
You stopped loving me already
So what was the point?
You never actually cared
You never wanted me like I wanted you
And you were so quick to drop me
And so quick to jump ship
Like I never mattered
No conversation
No apology
Nothing
And that
Is where you failed
And will continue to fail
As both a partner
And a Man
But that's just
What I think