Inner-self Stories

-Not so good thoughts -Trigger warnings -colorful language - I'll add stuff later Not everything blank and dark is bad

This is a collection of poems that I wrote whilst in eighth grade, and I hope you enjoy reading them. When I zone out from the teachers' lectures or when I begin to overthink complexions, verses of what end up being my new poem pop up in my head. I hope you like my poetry and please give your feedback.

A one shot depicting the internal struggle of one being, wresting with the demon and the human inside of him

Short read filled with nuggets of wisdom meant to adjust the reader's perception

An essay from my latest book project, "Write, Meditate, Masturbate", a self-realization journey towards sexual liberation, spiritual reclamation and self-love.

In November 2019, I learned to "voice channel" my spirit guides. I had been practicing various kinds of "channeling" before then; I just didn't realize it was channeling at the time. This book is primarily a collection of transcripts and comments from my channeling experiences in November and December 2019. Some relevant material prior to then is also included. I am not sure, yet, if I will continue this book into 2020, or start a second book with 2020 material only. This is similar to a diary and biography, but it's also much different. I'm writing this first and foremost for myself, and then for anyone else who might be interested. Blessing to all who read these messages. 🙏🏼

I wrote this when emotions were just spinning all around... At first I was extremely sad and felt left out ..then a couple days passed and I find that I overcame my emotions and felt better about myself.... This basically has two stages ...one of weakness ,sadness ,despair,loneliness and low esteem .. But the other stage ..is finding ones self ...ones inner strength... Ones happiness and the hero or heroine that is within us ... I know for a heck of a description like this it should have more emotions but I will update it ,just that I haven't found the words to express how I felt at the time.

Tenza discovers a part of him which starts to consume his life.

A short story about a girl who waded through her grey world and grey life. Until one day, she looks up and gets hit in the face with colour. That there is nothing that can stop us from living, if only we dare to leap.

T R A N S L A T I O N: Night Breaths

Ever heard that little voice inside your head? Yeah, it's about that.

The never vanishing feels that really makes someone insane... Read it you will find it interesting..

In "Rising Phoenix: Verses of Resurgence and Renewal," I present a collection of poems that emerged from a period of introspection and personal growth. These verses were written between 2019 to 2020, capturing moments of contemplation, struggle, and ultimately, resilience. Like the mythical phoenix, this chapbook embodies the spirit of rising from the ashes, transforming adversity into strength, and embracing the process of renewal.

The Journey of acceptance. The Journey of truth and divinity. The Journey to oneself. The journey of nothingness.

When Insanity attacks. Multiple mental illnesses. Anxiety and Depression become prominant, then come the voices. These voices rip you appart from the inside. How it truly feels to lose control of your mind.

This poem presents a person who is smart enough to think of an abstract truth but also lacks the skill to express it in words; the humanly way of communication and expects the outsiders to peep into her and their own inner worlds as she believes the truth unravels itself to everyone once it is hunted for. (The titles are according to what people have suggested)

When Tessa's brother comes home from college, he's changed. He's not the best-friend-brother she once knew. He's distracted now, with his studies and the direction his life is heading. She's angry. Why can't it be the same as before? Why does change have to come? This short story illustrates a girl's look at her inner self. Can she move on with her life? Start anew? Read to find out!

A girl's mind becomes a stage where voices argue, memories echo, and hope struggles to stay alive. Across several nights, she records what she cannot say out loud-self-doubt, loneliness, love that hurts, and the quiet war between wanting to disappear and wanting to survive. This is not just a story of breaking. It is a story of what still remains after.