Overthinking

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(This ones not a poem. Idk what it is lol. A spur of the moment ig)

Thoughts fly, Mine races
Endless nights awake
The wanting for something
You can't have
Not anymore
Dreams aren't safe
Memories disturb your sleep
It never stops, The endless race
The simple things corrupted by it
Simple conversations, all planned out
Lost to your mind
One wrong slip
It's over
A simple action
Lost to a mind with no end
The hate you feel
Knowing you could have stopped yourself
But you're weak
A useless thing
Losing things that are important to you
You lost them
You caused them
Just because you couldn't get you're mind together
Now you live with the consequences of you're own actions
A 'beautiful' shell on the outside
Hides a dark interior
A dark mind
That screams at itself
You're never safe
The actions you did
To try and stop them
You will never forget
You never win
Your mind is your God
And you are it's vessel
A vessel of consequences
Caused by a mind you can't control
Once Overthinking starts
It will NEVER end

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