New Me

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I want to change
I want to be a better person
I want to change EVERYTHING about me
I want nothing to be of the person everyone knew before
I want to change schools
Change styles
Change my hair color
Fuck, I'd change my hair length
I'd cut it short
Just to make it so no one know who I am
I'd delete all of my socials
I'd unfriend EVERYONE
To refried them when I've changed
So that they won't know who I am
Just know my name
Nothing else
To be better I'll have to work with myself
And to work with myself I need to understand my situation
I'll have my therapist help me
And then move
Move to Kentucky
Move somewhere else
No one will know me
No one will know what I've been through
They'll know a new me
A new person
Someone who is a better version of me
Someone who can be better
New favorite color
New favorite food
New favorite artist
New favorite everything
Because the me right now is not who I want to be
And the me I see is someone I want
So I'll work for that me
And we can go from there

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