HeartBurn - Hyunjin

Chapter Two

Hyunjins Perspective

The helicopter had finally landed, and everyone got out.

"What should we do tonight to celebrate?" Father joked as I just blankly stared at him.

I didn't know how I felt, I felt anger, sadness, the urge to cry, but nothing would show. I was just blankly doing everything, no emotions or anything.

Soon, everyone started getting in their cars, and then moon came along, grabbing my hand to lead us to my car.

"Not right now, I need to go somewhere," I sighed as I shoved moon off me, catching her by surprise.

Moon scoffed.

"Don't tell me you actually fell for that dumb bitch" moon remarked as she crossed her arms, with an attitude.

I just glared at moon until she had walked away, I then got into my car and started driving.

It was quiet dark outside, I had my windows rolled down. The cold chilly air flew past me, causing shivers to go up and down my spine.

I could feel my heart hurt... it hurt so bad, and I knew it was gonna stay that way until the day I died.

I killed her... I killed her with my own hands.... I watched her struggle there....

I wanted to cry, but rather than crying I sped up, speeding over to where I really wanted to go right now...

I had arrived where I wanted to be, the gates were still closed making it seem like the father and daughter  were still inside.

But I was aware they weren't.... I was the one who killed the two..

I parked my car outside and got out, I walked straight in and to y/ns room. I felt nauseous upon entering her room. Suffocated almost, in such a big room.

I slowly walked over to her bed, and sat down. The event from today playing in my head over and over again.

I hadn't even noticed the tears streaming down my cheeks until they fell on my arms, I quickly wiped them, but more kept coming, more and more.

"Shit, shit! Fuck!" I cursed out in anger as the tears kept coming causing me to violently slam the hairbrush on her vanity.

Just then I had realized what I did and quickly rushed over to her vanity, I had accidently broken her favorite glass figure.

"No shit, I'm so sorry y/n" I cried as I bent down trying to fix it. It didn't work. Instead I ended up cutting myself, several times due to the glass.

Although her room was a mess, her closet stayed closed, she never showed me what she kept in there. I decided to go and see it.

Once I had managed to open her closet, I turned the lamp on inside, there were several canvases in the front, but two big ones in the back.

As I walked over to one and slowly turned it around, I was met with a painting of me. My face fell, she painted me...

As I gently ran my finger tips on the painting of me, I had to see the other one.

My red puffy eyes widened at the sight of the second painting. It looked so familiar.

A girl layed struggling to live on the ground, while a figure stood above her. I couldn't believe it, this is what had happened earlier today.

A pained look took over my face as I cautiously picked up the two paintings and took them to my car, I was taking then with me...

I put the two paintings in the backseat and drove off, home. I lived in a mansion, a very quiet mansion, dad wasn't home so it was only me and the several servants and maids.

I carried the paintings inside and to my room, on the way being greeted by several workers which I ignored all as I painfully walked over to my room. I hadn't been here in a month.

As gently laid the paintings againts my wall until I was brought to the sight of another canvas, my own painting.

I went over to see what I had been painting. My eyes widened, as I looked at my painting and the painting y/n painted.

It were the same things, I had painted the same thing, but the person laid on the ground was a completely blacked out while stood a man above them.

What was happening? How was this possible?

My head hurt from all these unanswered questions as I fell on my bed shutting my eyes tightly, and soon falling into the deepest slumber, With only one person on my mind,

Y/n,

It felt as if she took my heart with her after I killed her, and went away far. I felt heartless, like a monster...