HeartBurn - Hyunjin

chapter five

Y/N'S PERSPECTIVE:

"Y/n, I.. um, there's something I really wanted you to know..."

Felix shakily called out from behind me as he chose his words very carefully, I confusingly turned around to see a pale face felix.

"Are you okay felix? What's wrong?" I questioned, everything was wrong right now..

Felix took a deep breath, hesitating whether to tell me or not, I furrowed my eyebrows, what was it?

"Y/n, you lost your baby..." felix slowly whispered.

...

I felt my heart stop...

As my blood ran cold..

I looked down to my stomach, running a hand over, I couldnt feel anything...

I couldn't feel anything, I felt numb.

"It's okay..." was all I whispered as I walked off further into the house, leaving behind a somber felix.

My heart, it hurt? It felt as if my entire world came crashing down onto me...

Yet not a single tear came out, I was out of tears, I think...

I walked into a random room, there was a bed, that's all that mattered right now.

I walked over to the bed and laid on it, I couldn't feel a single thing, not physically, not mentally, I couldnt cry or laugh..

I think there is something wrong with me...

My child.

Now the tears had started pooling in my eyes, the numbness suddenly disappearing as suddenly a river of tears started streaming down my reddened face.

I couldn't hold it in any longer, as I cried...

"My baby!..." I cried...

I hate you hyunjin, I will never forgive you, if you ever appear infront of me I wouldn't hesitate to kill you with my own hands.

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Y/ns cries could be heard all over the house, echoing in Felix's ears, it was tearing him apart on the inside, but he couldn't do anything...

This will be the last time y/n ever cries in such a gut wrenching way... Felix promised himself to never let y/n cry like this, ever.

HYUNJINS PERSPECTIVE:

"I will not fucking marry her!" I yelled as I threw a vase at the ground harshly.

I was loosing my fucking mind, father wanted me to marry moon, start a fucking family with her...

"Don't you dare raise your voice at me! It's about her isn't it? Y/n? Don't tell me you actually fell in love with her!" Father screamed twice as loud as me.

I quieted down, maybe I did...

"Your so fucking pathetic and weak, i send you on a fucking mission to get the work done, not to fall in love, I don't think you were meant for this type of lifestyle!" Father disappointed lying yelled at me, i just stared at him, with fire in my eyes...

"I don't fucking care what you say, or how much you resist, you will marry moon, you will have kids with her, and that's my final decision!" He spat one last time as he left my room.

I watched him walk out as I frustratingly walked over to my bed and taking a seat at the edge.

I made a mistake... a big one...