It's funny how every little entry I put in here for the past several months has been positive apart from the first one and this...the last one.
The first one was from the night before I left Liverpool to come here and now this one is the one I was writing before I left Manchester as well. Well, at least, I got some good things covering the middle of it.
I picked up the pen in hopes of writing down something hopeful to cheer myself up, I wanted to reminisce some of the happiest times of these past months.
I've been the happiest I've ever been in these past months, I didn't even know that this type of happiness and satisfaction existed but thanks to the three of the best people this city gave me. It has been a hell of a ride that has all kinds of emotions, but every second of it felt like I was in the present and I feel like I lived it.
I lived my life with them, I cried, laughed and argued with them but it never felt like I was in a loop, I never felt like it was all repetitive to the point I felt like getting used to it. Every day and every moment in it was bound to be filled with a lot more than I could expect. It was so beautiful and mesmerizing that other than getting used to it, I got obsessed with the way it all felt.
After Amy, I found my soulmate in Sydney. Her cheerful presence healed all the scratches that Amy gave me, she was like the ointment to all the bruises Amy gave me. She never made me feel like I was a new addition to their little group when we first started having out. Sydney always made sure I felt seen and heard, and that I got the freedom to express my opinion. She stayed by my side when I was in pain and when I was happy. She made it so easy to portray how a friend should be like to the people who rarely had that kind of luck.
Lucas and Joshua, are the same people to me even though no one can take each other's place. They both are in charge of my moods and that's what is the most difficult thing. Joshua made me feel like I have someone to rely on in difficult times or the one where I can lay my head on his shoulder and laugh, putting my whole weight onto him and instead of pushing me away, he'll just wrap his arm around me, allowing me to lean against him more. Joshua is the embodiment of what a pure innocence should look like.
Words aren't enough to describe what Harry is to me. Even if I was Shakespeare, I wouldn't know how exactly I want to describe this art piece. But to put it in simpler words, Harry's my saviour, he saved my life possibly every single day by just staying by my side. He has given me so much to cherish and adore, no one ever made me feel the way he does. Harry has taught me what unconditional love actually means and how it's supposed to feel, it was so easy for me to fall head over heels for him. Apart from that, I don't know how else I should pen down what is filled in my heart.
I don't want to go. I don't want to leave them.
How did all this turn upside down? How did I get wrapped up with all of this again?
Why did I get trapped again in the situation I was so desperately running from?
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And.... scene!
After a loooong period, ‘Until Next Time’ is over.
I'm so happy to finally share the complete story with you all. If you're reading this story from the beginning, I'm so thankful to you for sticking with me till the very end. I know I took over a year to complete the story but thank you so much for reading it till the end.
Once again, thank you so much for giving the story so much love and recognition. I appreciate it so much.
Take care of yourself and be happy. I love you <3
Happy reading!
Love, Gia.
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