I hate having anger issues,
It leaves me feeling guilty, filled with dread.
To carry these issues,
It's like a target painted on my head.
I fear I'll make everyone hate me,
Well, they probably already do.
But I don't want to be a burden, a pain in the ass,
I want to be better, I want to start anew.
I've tried everything,
Google, TikTok, even a doctor's advice.
I've asked everyone how to rein in this rage,
But when I blow up, I don't think twice.
It's like there's a fire in my head,
A tempest, a storm, an explosive tide.
I can't do this anymore,
I'm tired of the turmoil inside.
Why can't I just be a soft girl?
The kind who's always forgiving, always kind?
Not some stubborn girl like me,
With a tempestuous heart and a troubled mind.
I hate this feeling, this self-loathing,
It's a constant companion, a relentless foe.
Wish I could change, be someone new,
Find some peace, some calm,
A better version, a better view.
-denjiwisteria
I hate having anger issues ;(
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Unsaid Poems
Poetryhi <3 Unsaid Poems, my first-ever poetry collection! Inside, you'll find a heartfelt exploration of teenage emotions and experiences. From happiness to heartache and everything in between, these poems capture the rollercoaster of life as a young pe...
