Beyond the Limit

This is me trying|| V

The second Max left Charles drivers room, Charles knew things were over. He'd never even been given the choice to talk it over with Geovanni, but he couldn't blame Max for wanting him as far away from her as possible. Charles knew what he did was wrong on so many levels, it was never his intention to hurt Geovanni but in the end he did. Every fiber within him wanted to run after Max to be able to go to Geovanni and hold her, the need to be there for her even if it were him being the reason she was hurt killed him. Yet he stayed. He didn't move. He simply watched as Max slowly disappeared and with him would be Geovanni and Astro. Charles tossed anything that was in his way aside as he was fighting himself to not run to her. He had lost many people in his lifetime, he couldn't bear loosing her. He shared so much with her between good and bad it was like loosing a part of him. In came Olivia to his drivers room giving him an annoyed look at his sudden outburst, Charles only glared at her and gripped the table he leaned on.

"Get. The. Hell. Out." He gritted out as his jaw tightened and Olivia crossed her arms and scoffed.

"Excuse me? You don't speak to me this way." She walked over to him put her arms around his neck and looked in his eyes but he rolled his eyes looking away. "Come on I can help you burn off this anger." She winked and chuckled but Charles wasn't having it, he removed her arms from around him and moved her away from him and walked to the door opening it and pointing to it.

"I told you to get out. I won't ask again." Her face dropped and she was angry. Grabbing her bag she walked towards the door but stopped getting close to him and grabbing his face and kissed him, then she let him go and walked away shouting out.

"You know you're going to come crawling back." He rolled his eyes and slammed the door shut, knowing she was right. He used her as a source to release everything from within him. It's not that he cared for her but he was tied to her, he feared if he let her go then he'd have nothing. A reason why when he slept with Geovanni he hadn't broken up with Olivia in fears that he wouldn't have anyone to fall back on if things went wrong. It only lead to him loosing the one he wanted. Charles spent hours in his drivers room, Pierre had to come and pull him out of his room and he drove him back to his hotel giving the fact that Charles wouldn't be staying with Geovanni and her family anymore. Charles walked over to the fridge that was filled with Alcohol beverages and poured himself into a glass cup filling it to the brim. Pierre shook his head as he watched him down it all in one go and put himself another.

"So that's how you're going to deal with this? By drinking your mistakes away?" Charles glared at him as he took another sip of his drink.

"Dont you dare start to lecture me Pierre." Pieree walked to the counter where Charles stood, looking at the state he was in.

"Excuse me for giving a damn about my friend. You think this is the way to coupe with your mistakes? Charles what you did is another level of low, she at least deserves an explanation." Pierre put his hands on the counter as he spoke to Charles.

"He wont let me see her! I cant be anywhere near her."

"He wont or you wont bring yourself do it?" Charles shot him a look as he downed the last bit in his cup, proceeding to pour more as he shook his head.

"You can go." Pierre scoffed and crossed his arms, holding his phone and keys in hand.

"You are so used to people leaving, whether that be willingly or by tragedy. Im not going anywhere, because I know you'll do something stupid." Pierre tossed his keys and phone to a couch near by and walked over to stand next to Charles, taking the glass from his hands and dumping the remainders into the sink and putting away the alcohol. Charles didn't fight him as he lead him to sit down on the bed, Pierre sat next to him letting out a small breath and sat there quietly as he patiently waited for him to speak.