Talk.

How.

How do i talk. Im a child learning how to get through in life. Speaking my first words and everyone is amazed. As time goes a long i speak more and more. How. I picked it up from everyone around me. How. How did i learn what was the right thing. How did i learn when to talk. I didnt. How can I learn to say the right thing. I cant. How can i figure it all out. I wont. When.

When i was a baby i didn't learn quickly. Most will flex being able to read, walk, or talk at an early age but i was never that type of person early on. I always hated hearing it. It made me feel less than. Right now, im one of the smartest in my class and Im very proud of it. I never had the things most had growing up. Hell, i still don't. I got my phone right before i turned 13. All i hear is "i got my phone when i was 5," "My little brother just got his first phone," "Why did you get your phone so late." I never cared. The more they say it the more I do but i have a phone now. Why does it matter? It doesnt. And the money, I definitely don't care. What does money get you with no education. Nothing.