Mais feliz quando estou com você | Jadon Sancho

Chapter Two

I've never been a very decisive person, I always think I know what I want but eventually end up switching. Even now as an adult. I always end up changing decisions even when I was 100% sure of my choice. I know that's not really a good thing. But making decisions is so hard. When my dad sent me to the UK to live a better life I wasn't very happy. I was rude and didn't speak to him for months. I still regret that, he only wanted the best for me. I lived here until I finished school and went back to Brazil. I really missed Brazil, I always went back during summer holidays but I still missed my family and everything else. And then when I went back to Brazil I unsurprisingly missed the UK and all my friends. I didn't want to keep changing my mind so I stayed for a few years but decided to move back after 4. "I really don't want you to leave. You only stayed for a week." "A week too long. You two were bare loud, the kids aswell. Thank you though, they'll probably sleep for a month after this." Paige and I rolled our eyes at Raheem. We're cousins, somehow. I don't know my mum, never met her. And my dads fully Brazilian. Yet he told me we're cousins when I first moved here. His mum, my aunty always said we're related aswell, so we must actually be. "I'm gonna miss you guys a lot. I have to find a job though. I think I'll go back if I can't find one. I'll just work for my dad." Paige looked sad. "You could stay here if you don't find a job in a week. I could really use your help here." Raheem kissed his teeth. "Help with what? Destroying the garage again?" "You're being dramatic. It's not like we did it on purpose. And it really wasn't that bad. Just some paint on the wall." "And a dent in my car." "On my life it was an accident. I'll pay for it." He rolled his eyes. "You don't have to. This time." I smiled "thank you." We all got into the car so they could drop me off at the train station so I could go back to London. Everyone was quiet. I felt really bad for denting the car now. I already did but more now, it's like every time you visit and do something bad, you only realise how bad it is when you actually go home. I always felt that way when I was younger and went back to the UK after summer holidays. I felt really sad about leaving. I had so much fun with Paige and the kids. And Raheem of course. But I had to go back. I was determined to find a job. Suddenly I heard Paige quietly say "Jadon". I got alert. And tried to hear more. I could hear Raheem whisper something about Jadon and Manchester and Jordan. I wonder why they're talking about them. Jadon was my friend, he just decided to stop knowing me after being in Germany for a while. He's so fake, I wonder if he still speaks in that weird German accent. Such an odd guy. Jordan is a cute kid though. I haven't seen him in a long time. Jordan is Jadon's nephew. We always used to hang out with him when Jadon's sister had to work and left him with Jadon. We took him to McDonalds, Westfield and a lot of football matches. When I still worked at JD I always bought him trainers. My favourite thing to do was picking him up at his mum's and taking him out without Jadon and then texting him a picture and showing him we went out together. He'd call me pretty much fuming. And when Jadon moved to Manny we'd visit him. Jordan loved trains. Remembering that stuff is making me emotional. I still can't stand Jadon though. I'll try reach out to Aleysha and see if I can hangout with Jordan. We reached the station and we all cried a bit. I promised to come back soon, hugged everyone, grabbed my luggage and walked to my train. It felt like the journey to my hotel only took about 20 minutes. I arrived, showered send Aleysha a message and immediately fell asleep. Hopefully I would be able to get a job soon. And hopefully Aleysha would get my message.