I'm okay with myself this time
crying myself out on the bathroom floor
hope I was your favourite crime
when you left and slammed the doorBillie's words are really clever
"When I'm away from you,
I'm happier than ever"
now all I can think about is: "eww"I wasted four years thinking about our future
was hurting myself by making memories
now learning about another male culture
not falling back through the whole centuriesmy soul is now perfectly wiped and clean
only shards of your manipulation remain
swept them away, don't tryna tell me I'm mean
I can feel love again filling my vein