You make me wonder sometimes
if I ever really made my own choice
But then I remember
That it was my fault all along
My fears got the best of me
Still you make me wonder
If I could've just stayed
Stayed and had no second thoughtsNow I know how people feel
How they feel in a healthy relationship
After they were mistreated before
On a scale from shitty to heaven
I went from rock bottom
To the top in a few months
From toxic people to meet the standards
Standards I've set so low before you
Now they're so high I can't believe it
it's impossible to find someone so perfect
So soft and gentle and genuine
So caring so loving and so kindI've left because I felt bad
Felt bad for the way I treated you
For the fact I fell out of love
The fact I overdosed on world's toxicity
With the hope
That you'll forgive me one day
That one day, I won't be late to tell you
How much you meant to me in my life
How much I appreciate your support
How much love you left in my heart
Those many times you had my back
Those days you were by my side
Hope I won't be too late to make it better