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Once your champagne eyes turn wine-red, you feel the knife twisting in your chest. -When you hear people mocking you behind your back when you are sick at heart - it is when you know you have entered the ill-conceived adulthood, the sincere womanhoo...

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Self-Betrayal

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by andule_stastna

by andule_stastna

It's shattered
what was once left of my heart is gone
It exploded into pieces
Pieces that tiny and fragile
Those that can't be put together
Not in a single day
Not in a week or month or year
My chest hurts
every single of these pieces stings
It cuts deep into my chest
Scattered across my heart
Like needles in my skin
Like fire spreading through my body
Like wind making my eyes burn
I wish I would've never met you
Wish I've met you earlier
I wish it would've happened differently
Maybe it would have never happened
I wish I wouldn't be that naive
To unlearn how to be hopeless romantic
To see the truth on the first sight
To just say how I feel the right way
To be able to communicate my feelings
I just wish things would've gotten easier
Things that sting so bad right now
I want you to love me back
But how could you?
How? When I can't even love myself.
I begin to feel like I've been cursed
That I was born with a broken heart
And it was just destined to be so