Johnson's Kids; j.j

(Whats 9+10?) 21%

Emily Johnson's pov

We all got into the limousine. I was next to Skylynn and Hayes. So I would keep moving towards Skylynn every time we took a sharp turn so I wouldn't fall on Hayes. I'm still disgusted by Hayes' actions.

"Emily? We need to tal-" Hayes says as we pull up to the restaurant and I get out as quickly as possible.

"Emily." Hayes states tapping my shoulder but I ignore him not making a scene.

"Emily." He said sounding more aggravated. I ignore him again walking to my seat sitting in between Sky and Aaliyah.

Everyone ordered coke or pepsi. I got coke. We chatted for a few minutes until a waiter and a waitress came over and took our order for food. Ten minutes later they finished taking orders. I continue to talk to Aaliyah and Sky. I feel cold sensation go down my back. I stand up quickly looking back to see who it was. Hayes. I grab ketchup bottle opening it and squirting it in his face and down his navy blue button up. Then squirting it on his hair.

"Emily!" Evan yells standing up.

"Yes?" I smile sweetly.

"Evan. We got this." Aaliyah says as her and Skylynn pull me to the bathroom.

I look behind my shoulder and notice Nash, Tez and Cam pulling Hayes to the bathroom.

"Emily! Why would you do that?" Sky squeals.

"He was being a jerk! I mean what's his problem?! I need space from him. He doesn't understand that. I can't deal with this break up while Hayes makes it even harder! Sure I love him still! It's a problem when someone cheats on you and lies to your face about it! You think he'd be the one but no! He was my heartbreaker not a heart fixer. I can't do this!" I scream rushing out the bathroom and out of the restaurant.

"Benjamin Hayes Grier is single! So if any fourteen or fifteen year old wants him you can have him! I'm sick of his lies!" I scream as the restaurant goes silent as I leave the restaurant hauling a cab.

*at the hotel*

I pull of my sticky dress and hop into the shower washing my hair and body.

"Knock knock," someone knocks on the door as I pull my pajama shirt over my head.

"Yes?" I ask opening the door to see Hayes. "Bye." I close the door but he sticks his foot between the door and the doorframe.

"Emily. I'm sorry. I heard everything you said in the bathroom at the restaurant!" He says pushing the door open.

I try to get into the bathroom and lock the door but he knows me too well to know where I'd be going. He stops me from locking the door pushing me in the bathroom. He locks the door behind him and pushes me onto the wall kissing my neck hard.

"Hayes stop!" I say trying to push him off.

"Stop it! Stop!" I scream as he begins to take my clothes off.

"Stop." I cry. "No Hayes don't do it!"

"Shut up! Or I'll hurt you more!" His jaw clenches.

Next thing I know I was raped by a fifteen year old YouTube and Vine sensation.

He throws me onto the bed and hurts me even more. I sob shaking my head telling him to stop.

"Shut up!" He hissed at me.

He finished then leaving me alone in my room. I shower again just to get his juices off of me. I have at least five hickeys and a few bruises from him. I hope I don't get pregnant at thirteen. If I do it won't be my fault it'd be his.

"Evan?" I ask while calling him on the phone.

"Emily? Where are you?" He asks.

"I'm at the hotel in my room. Please come I need to tell you something very important." I start sobbing.

"I'm coming Emily." Evan says as I can hear him jogging then hanging up.

"Emily! Emily! Open the door! It's me Evan!" Evan knocks.

"It's open," I manage to say.

"Emily, what happened?" Evan asks comforting me.

"He hurt me," I sob harder into his chest.

"Who hurt you?!" He yells.

"Please be quiet. Don't tell anyone. It was Hayes he..." I trail off. "Raped me." I say above a whisper.

"Emily!" Evan says pulling me into a tight hug.

"I don't think he used protection," I swallow the lump in my throat.

"Emily I'll be here for you no matter what. You know that." Evan says slowly rocking me back and forth causing me to go into a deep sleep.

*Dream*

"I'm sorry!" I scream while sobbing as he smacks me in the face.

"Don't talk to me like that!" Hayes yells.

"I'm sorry," I sob.

"Get undress, whore!" Hayes yells pointing upstairs.

"Okay," I cry.

Whore. Was the code name for sex. He ties my wrists onto the bed then starts to rape me. My screams and cries were muffled due to the gray duct tape over my mouth. I shake my head in disagreement and close my eyes tightly.

I begin screaming as he rips the duct tape off of my mouth.

*dream over*

I scream in terror already knowing that this had already happened to me.

"Emily! Emily!" Evan yells shaking me as I scream trying to get out of his grip. "It's me Evan."

I grip on to his gray New England Patriots shirt. He cradles me like a baby calming me down.

Benjamin Hayes Grier ruined my life.

I can't murder an unborn baby even if I am pregnant. Maybe adoption? No I don't want my kid to have to go through what I went through. Keeping the baby was the only possible reason.

"It's okay Em," Evan says quietly running his hand through my hair multiple times to calm my breathing down.

I want to die. I'm a stupid mistake. Why would anyone love me?

I go back to sleep sniffling while letting my salty tears hit the pillow. I'm so tired of all the drama. I wish it would all go away. But my wish won't come true. Not all wishes will come true.

I have so many wishes but the only one I want right now. Is for all of drama and tension between Hayes and I for it to all go away. Like nothing ever happened. No lies, no secrets, and no popularity. Every single thing to all disappear and we restart. A fresh start as acquaintance to friends to besties and maybe even more than besties. Like dating wise but a child would ruin everything so I may need to quit this tour with Evan.