never this sensitive

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it was becky.

"babes, what's wrong?" she said hugging me. "what? nothings wrong, what are you talking about" i said pretending to be okay. "i can see that you were crying, please tell me what's wrong." she said as she entered my room, closed the door then dragged me over to my bed, where we sat down face to face with crossed legs.

i suddenly felt my eyes tear up again, so i looked down before she could see the tears, but she could read me like a book, so she pulled me in for a hug as she rubbed my back. "i don't even know why i'm crying i'm never this sensitive" i said in her back. "i've been through all this before, you can do it" she reassured me.

i took a deep breath, then started. "ruben has been ignoring me ever since weve been in mykonos, and i just can't pinpoint why. i feel like i've done something wrong." i said quickly as i wiped the tears in my eyes. "did anything happen between you guys before? like in the car or on the plane." she asked pulling me out of the hug so she could see my face, forcing me to tell the truth.

"umm in the car, we had a really wild make out session, i think we would have had sex" i said now laughing. "what a dick, do you want me to talk to him?" she asked thoughtfully. "no no, don't worry i'll talk to him when i'm all calm" i smiled at her.

she was about to say something, when we heard a knock on the door, and the door opened. i was faced away from door, so i looked at becky's face to try tell who it was. "athena, are you okay? you seemed pretty sad earlier" i heard jack say as he started getting closer. " jack im fine don't worry it's just girly things" i said smiling at him.

his face twisted into a confused one. "but didn't you already have your period?" he asked. "oh my god jack it's not that! get outtt!" i retorted, standing up to push him out the room as becky snickered. "it's nothing to be embarrassed about" he said shouting through the closed door. "shut up and go awayy" i said before heading back to becky.

before i could say something else, i heard another knock on the door and the door opening. "jack go away" i shouted, but when i looked into becky's eyes, she wasn't laughing with me, and her expression was quite serious. i realised it wasn't jack. it was ruben. i gave becky a nod of approval so she gave me a kiss on the cheek then walked out.

i turned around to see ruben standing at the door with regret evident in his eyes. i looked at him waiting for an explanation. "listen athena i didn't-" he said rushing over to me, to give me a hug but i immediately pushed him away and crossed my arms. he sighed then sat down on the bed, right in front of me. "i'm sorry i was ignoring you, i didn't think about my actions" he said genuinely. "i guess i was kind of jealous of you a kalv" he continued while rubbing his neck.

"but why be jealous if you're the one i was making out with, getting here" i smirked at him, making him more relaxed. "i love it when you're jealous" i said getting closer to him. "oh really?" he said leaning in for a kiss.

the kiss turned into a make out session, and ruben was now located on top of me. i decided I wanted to be in control, so I flipped him over so I was on top, straddling him. i made him sit up and lean against the headboard, before quickly smashimg my lips back onto his. his hands roamed all over my body except the places I really wanted to be touched. my hands remained in his hair, which I occasionally pulled slightly making him let out soft groans.

the kiss started getting more intense as I started grinding him and basically chocking on his tongue with was shoved deep in my throat. Ruben was getting hungrier, so he swiftly flipped us around, and he started leaving sloppy kisses down my neck. just as he was about to reach my sweet spot, we heard a knock on the door making us quickly pull away from each other. I tried my best to fix my hair and my smudged make up, while Ruben wiped away the lipstick from his lips.

"come in" I shouted once we were all set. "get ready were going to the beach soon" becky said looking at both of us, then narrowing her eyes at Ruben. once she left, ruben stood up. "i better go get ready as well" he gave me a kiss on the forehead then walked out.

i ran to my closet, and looked through the bikini section and decided i would wear my black bikini today. it was quite revealing, but i don't think the boys would mind.

i put on a see through black cotton dress as a light cover so i could go out without wearing proper clothes

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i put on a see through black cotton dress as a light cover so i could go out without wearing proper clothes. i can't lie, i was looking real sexy. i went over to the shoe section, and i chose black beach sandals to match the rest of my fit. i also got sunglasses in case the sun was too bright and a small black handbag to put my stuff in.

once i finished, i made my way down stairs with the rest of the people. "how do you take so long to just put on a swimming costume!" jack exclaimed as if they spent hours waiting for me. "shut up, and let's go partayyy" i said dancing down the rest of the stairs. "okay let's go" phil said opening the door, for everyone.

we all walked out, and everyone was walking somewhere, i looked to my right to see kalvin so i asked him where we were going. "to the beach, it's an 8 minutes walk so it would be useless to go by car." he said putting his arm around me. "ugh my feet will hurt so much" i moaned, until i had an idea. i turned back to kalvin, and started smirking at him.

"what? why are you looking at me like that" he said laughing. "kalvin piggy back ride, pleaseee" i begged him. "no! i'm not carrying you all the way to the beach" he said moving away from me. "fine, we aren't friends anymore" i said walking away from him. "noooo" he said dramatically as he pulled me back to him. "get on, i'm not letting you do this again" he said bending for me to get on his back.

"sure" i said rolling my eyes then jumping onto his back. "hurry up philips do you see how behind we are" i said as he sped up, catching up to the others. we were both laughing loudly, but then i saw ruben who was staring at us, with his fists, and jaw clenched. 'relax' i mouthed to him, and it seemed to partially work because he wasn't clenching his fists anymore. then i winked at him making him laugh a bit.

not long after, we finally reached the beach. "right, get off now" kalvin said trying to put me down. "nope! i'm getting off once we reach our area" i said playfully kicking my legs. "you're so annoying" he said making us both laugh. we kept walking as me and kalvin were making jokes. soon enough we arrived to our side of the beach where there was no one.

"now can i put you down" kalvin begged as he stood infront of a lounge chair. "on one condition, you have to take a photo of me for my insta." i said getting off him. "easy" he said rubbing his hands together. i gave him my phone then posed for the photo. "they better be good" i told him grabbing my phone and watching him quickly remove his shirt and run off into the water with the rest of the boys. to my surprise his pictures were actually good.

i saw becky on one of the lounge chairs, so i went over to join her, since i didn't feel like swimming.

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