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A strange attraction, youve never been my type, still im drawn to you like a moth to the moon at night. Felt the feeling scared to admit, you led me deep in your abyss. I don't want to trust, im scared to fall. I love what you give me, but is it what i desire? Is it less or more than what I'll settle for. . .Sometimes when i think about it, it brings me joy, then i think what if youre just the boy, who'll break me, crush me.
Empty promises they all want to keep, Shallow words they speak with no meaning. Dont want to disappoint, scared to be myself maybe i'll take a chance but what if i get hurt? Im scared it isnt love because what if we loose feelings. Want to stay friends but not a love bomb, Hurt me more than yourself truly. I apologize forloving you bittersweetly, Im scared of my own emotions. You so selfishly pulled me into the stars in your eyes, that light i couldnt resist, trying to love you less, afraid of my own undecided, unrequited heart which beats for you, I don't want it to but i do.
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