Blender (✓)

009

Taz was left speechless. "The rubber...I threw it away. I swear." He frowned getting up and checking the bathroom trash can.

"It's not there!" He shouted, then came back to the couch in the living room.

"I know, I looked..when I woke up."

"You don't trust me, do you?" Taz asked folding his arms.

"I do trust you, it's just the fact that...even having a rubber can cause problems, we could've been going too rough and made a hole.." I said.

"Maybe, that's true. But what if it happened? If you actually end up pregnant, what's gonna happen?" Taz asked.

I shrugged. If I'm being honest, I wasn't ready for kids at the moment, especially with the height of both of our careers and the fact I'll be touring soon. "I don't know Taz. Is that something we're even ready for?"

He looked at me. "I mean, I don't know about you but I feel that we could do it." He shrugged this time sitting next to me. "I mean what kind of parent would we be if we didn't take time off because of the birth or our child? I don't know any people that hasn't done that."

"But at our career peaks? I'm touring soon, Taz. I know you're doing a lot of One Piece promotional works, and photo shoots and all that."

"I think that's something that can be held off, at least until we've spend enough time with the baby. Besides, another cast member can always take my place."

The blonde smiled at me, he sure knew how to woo me that's for sure, but I didn't know how to tell him that I just truly wasn't ready to be a mom yet.

"Taz.."

"Look, I get it. You're about to tour, but you can always cancel and the dates you missed can always be changed. Or when it gets closer to baby's birth, you can just pause the tour."

"I get that Taz but-"

"Or just straight up pause going on tour until everything's done. You can keep doing music and interviews to make up for the tour." He said rubbing my back.

"Taz, I don't know if I'm even ready for that responsibility yet...will the child even like that I'm an artist? Will they even like my music, or the fact that sometimes I'm going to have to be away for long periods of time?"

"How could you say that? You'd be their mother, of course they'd love your music."

"I don't know, love. Maybe. Do you think I should just make this my last year as a artist?"

"What do you mean, my love?" Taz asked a serious expression growing on his face.

"You know, do like a month or two worth of touring for concerts. A few more releases songs, possibly enough for one album? Then just...finish. After that, a normal mother." I explained to him. "Is that stupid?"

"What?"