No Going Back

My Life Isn't to Bad

I met Jean at the park, and we walk together to school with her boyfriend Matt. I looked down at my ring and remembered Brandon. I missed him a ton, but I knew he wasn't here so I kept moving. We stopped at Starbucks before we made it to school and Jean helped me go over my schedule again. We had all the same classes except she was in journalism while I was in Cheer. Right before we got to the school, Jean and Matt started to make out and do other weird stuff, so I decided to start walk to my first class. I walked into English and took a seat in the middle on the left wall side. When Jean finally walked in she was wearing a different outfit then what she was wearing when we walked to school. She also walked in with a group of girls wearing clothes similar to Jean's. A low cut tank top with bitty jean shorts. She sat next to me and all her friends sat around us. I had remembered the girls from the beach and said hello. After Math, and Choir it was lunch. I sat next to Jean and all her friends I felt pretty popular being with them. At my old school we didn't really have popular boys or girls, but here it was obvious who was who. Being popular was kind of fun and wanted to stay popular so I took notes. Most of the girls had salad or a sandwich on white bread. Lays potato chips and a soda. After lunch I had cheer. Since I was in cheer in Wisconsin I wasn't new to anything. Most of the girls changed into tight booty shorts while I wore a pare of Nike shorts and T shirt. We stretched And played Flip or Dare. It's where you do a flip or do a dare, like Truth or Dare. In cheer I met this girl named Trinity, she was my partner for stretches. We really hit it off together. I met Jean in Chemistry and we partnered up for the lab that day. Jean was considering switching from Journalism to Cheer so she could get more boys to notice her at football games. I laughed, but I knew she wasn't kidding. Jean is nice and all but at school she so different from when it was just me and her together shopping. I still love her has a friend and try to ignore her popular side. History was our last class and all of Jean's friends were in that class so I sat next to Trinity. I met up with Jean after school by the basketball hoops, she of corse was making out with Matt so I waited till they finished having their moment. It never really bothered me to see people making out or pregnant girls at High School it was just apart of life. Matt walked us home and practically swallowed Jean's body in his lips, but as I said it never really bothered me. When I got home my dad left me a note reminding me to go pick up Zach, and if I needed to ask Jean's mom for a ride. He also added that the car seat is at the day care. I walked over to Jean's and asked her parents for a ride. Jean wasn't home yet she was probably still with Matt doing their thing. I guess being popular you do these kind of things. The only person I would want to do these things with would be Brandon. I picked up Zach and we drove home. I thanked Mrs.Gee and grabbed Zach and went inside. I did my homework while Zach took a nap, I remember my dad had a date tonight. Wonder how that will turn out?