Old mythical journal 2

.: 9/27/23 - practicing :.

I've been using the time I have during the day to practice ph-shifting. I used to be able to do it so easily that it would happen nearly all the time if anything triggered me to use my mythical senses, but now it's hard for me to feel my extra limbs even when I try to focus on them... so I've been practicing.

Today, I was using my wings to control my negativity powers. My wings aren't for flying, but for storing negative energy that I should be able to feed off of or use... I'm not sure I want to say what I can use it for yet, but I can sort of feel my wings when I'm around negative energy and feelings. Because I'm around people all the time, it happens a lot! So today I tried not only storing it, but using it.

Nothing really happened. I think I need to get more in touch with my true form and as I become more able to feel my wings, I might be able to actually do something with them. I didn't expect anything to visibly work, so I'm not bothered, I just have to keep trying!

I might remake my journal cover tonight if I'm bored... I'm getting a little more in tune with my identity, so for now I have a project to finish.