True Love

chapter 10

I knew I was gonna get shit from Jacob and Olivia's fan base because of what I said but I really do not care. 

Austin loves how feisty I am. He thinks it's cute that I don't care what people think. I don't think he thinks it's cute when I think I'm always right however. 

We were home on the couch with me, Austin, and Maddie as we were talking about the interview. Austin said "thanks for always supporting me babe." I said "of course." He said "I don't want any drama." I said "what kind of drama would you have?" He said "Well it was quite obvious that you were underhandedly dissing him." 

I said "okay.. so that would be my drama not yours, it came out of my mouth." He said "okay sorry miss moody." I said "whatever." 

Maddie walked away and he said "you always think you're right don't you." I said "I actually always am, tell me a time I wasn't." He said "maybe when you said that I am not over Kaia?" I said "yeah because I saw you looking through old pictures, staring at her instagram, and had a complete mood switch when you saw her in Cannes???" He said "yeah, I was taking one last look before I blocked her, and you're gonna tell me you're not over Jacob, Rob, and Jeff? ( Rob is a high school boyfriend I did my first everything's with which now I regret telling Austin about. Unfortunately I cheated on him right after prom which made graduation parties super awkward since he was ALWAYS there. )When you still follow Jeff on Instagram, like his posts, COMMENT, and watch his dog for him? You won't stop shitting on Jacob and you're the one who cheated TWICE NOW on a guy. You're a cheater, I'm surprised you haven't cheated on me yet." (Jacob was actually nice and both agreed on not telling the media I cheated) 

I rolled my eyes and went on my phone. He said "my point." I said "what point?" He said "you don't admit when you're wrong." I said "okay fine Austin I'm wrong okay, I'm wrong about everything, you're perfect." I started tearing up because I hated being yelled at and being called out on cheating, especially since it happened twice and it was really personal to me. 

He said "babe...don't cry." I got up to go upstairs and he said "where are you going?" I said "to go cheat on you." He sighed and I walked up stairs and changed into a bikini and decided to go in the pool. I walked right passed him and into the yard to jump in the pool. Chichi also followed me out, she knew how to swim. 

It was raining and I love swimming in the rain. I's just more fun to me I don't know why. I also don't know why I cheat so much. Am I crazy, a nympho, or what. I don't know. 

Nympho...

I hope I can control my hormones with this relationship and not cheat on Aus because I don't want to lose a good one. 

Austin came outside and jumped into the pool in his boxers. I looked the other way so when he came up he wouldn't see me staring. He swam from behind and hugged me. I rested my head on his shoulder and he pulled me in tighter. I said "I'm sorry if I don't admit when I am wrong." He said "and I'm sorry that I yelled at you." I looked at him and kissed his cheek. He looked into my eyes and I smiled and I said "so while you're in a good mood..." He laughed and said "yes baby girl?"

I said "My sister Jenni wants me to watch her 2 year old daughter Chloe this week while her and her husband go to Hawaii for their anniversary." He said "so you want me to stay with you that week?" I gave him a sweet smile and he said "of course I would you know I like kids." I said "thank you baby."

His hands went down to my ass and he smacked it underwater. I said "ouch, still hurts underwater too." He said "sorry it's tempting."

He picked me up and held me over him as I screamed and yelled playfully. Chichi was barking and Austin was laughing. I loved the sound of happiness. 

Austin threw me in the water and I screamed. From the force he threw me at, my bikini top fell off. I arose the surface and put back on my top. I saw him trying not to laugh andI gently shoved him. I said "you're mean." He smiled and he said "you still love me though don't you."

I said "of course I do."

He kissed me and I kissed back. We looked into each other's eyes lovingly. 

I got out of the water and Austin was staring at me from the pool. I said "what?" He said "your body is just...wow." I blushed and said "aw thank you." Austin came out the pool and I completely forgot he was in his underwear. Since he was wet, I was getting a lot of eye candy. 

I guess I was staring for too long. He said "my eyes are up here." I looked him up and down and I said "wow, coming from you whose eyes are on my boobs 25/8?" He put a towel around him and said "well, can you blame me?" I said "no, I do have nice boobs."