I adore you 💕
Pt. 1
Monster. It rang in my ears and echoes throughout my whole being. All of those people. Their lives finished within seconds. A cold sweat covering my body. I wanted nothing but to feel nothing. All the voices in my head to be silent. I curled up in my sheets clutching them to me. It hurts, my body is weak. I beg them to be silent. The walls closing in I feel so small. It gets harder to breath and the little air that does reach my lungs feels undeserved. I scream out, this is hell. I sob and clutch the sheets screaming out again. Everything hurts.
That's when I hear her. I can't feel her but I hear her. That's all I need. My whole body is numb. I here her call again.
"Bruce. Bruce, breath." She sounds worried. Her voice is all I focus on. I gasp loudly and numbly feel for her. Her hands wrap around my waist and I feel my body grow warm again. The voices die down. The numbness fading to the warmth of her. She pulls me into her chest and runs her fingers through my hair. The voices fade because I'm absolutely surrounded by her.
"I-adore-you." I choke out as my lungs still long for air. Her soft lips are then pressed to my forehead and I feel sleep edging it's way blissfully taking me from my misery.
"I adore you too." She whispers and I need her.
Pt. 2
When I awake I'm wrapped in warmth. Natasha's small body is wrapped around my own. Her legs tangled in mine and her arms hugging my waist. I sigh and place a kiss on the top of her red hair. I close my eyes and just live in this perfect moment. Her stead breath constant with the beat on my heart. My melt down last night felt like a dull ache, Natasha had that affect on me. She stirs a little and her gorgeous blue eyes blinking sleepily up into my own.
"Hey big guy." She says yawning and snuggling her face in the crook of my neck. I laugh and wrap my arms around her.
"Thank you." I whisper. She sits up placing a single hand on my chest. I stare up at her bed head and puffy eyes. She's so beautiful.
"I hated seeing you so broken. I'm only thankful you fell asleep and-" she cuts herself off. She's pale and looks apologetic.
"And turned into the other guy right." I groan. And sit up. I wish I could live a normal life. One with Natasha without her worrying about his disastrous appearances. I reach out and put my hand on her cheek. She closes her eyes and leans into it. The only person in the world who is just as bad a monster as I am. She's perfect and hauntingly beautiful. I lean in closing the distance between us and put my lips upon hers.
She responds immediately and her arms go into my hair. I try to put how I feel in this kiss. She's putty in my hands. She pulls back.
"I adore you." She says with a smile. I grin and kiss her forehead and we lay back down. Snuggling and enjoying each other's company.
|the end|
