skz littles !

"luv?"( L. F x K. SM )

"luv?"

Lee Felix x Kim Seungmin
Little: Lee Felix
CG: Kim Seungmin

Fluff. <:

'Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck! Seungmin knows- what do i do, what do i do?!' Thought the blue haired boy, cursing at himself. You might be wondering what happened. Well, his bestfriend, Kim Seungmin just found out his secret. How so? Simple, the black haired male walked in to see Felix blabbering, talking gibberish, whispering to himself while playing with plushies. and, more. to the taller's surprise, the smaller seem to notice his presence and start playing with him. seungmin played along with it, smiling. he found his older bandmate cute. i mean, i wont complain. felix, is so fucking adorable without even trying. now, seungmin is felix's caregiver. 

this early in the morning, felix woke up and saw himself squished in seungmin's arms. thats when it all clicked in- he slipped into headspace and seungmin saw. seungmin knew. seungmin found out. seungmin is gonna hate him. seungmin is gonna tell everyone. he's gonna get kicked out. everyone is gonna hate on him. 

no, seungmin loves me!

seungmin loves me.

seungmin loves me

seungmin loves m-

"Lix! You woke up! Good morning, lixie" Chirped the taller. Felix shot his head to where Seungmin's at. Felix's eyes start to water. Seungmin noticed the older's watery eyes and start to worry. "sweetie? lix? you okay? c'mon, dada's here, lix.." Whispered the taller, scooping Felix into his warm arms. Felix held Seungmin's chest, pushing himself away slightly. "'m not a little, min." Replied the smaller, hating this. "oh? oh, your not a little, sorry lix." Mumbled Seungmin, letting Felix go. Felix crawled away, his tears pouring out. "Hey.. lix, you good?" Whispered the taller, worried. "Hyung, you okay?" Again, asked Seungmin. 

"I'm fine- just- just- i- min, you wont hate me, right?" Asked the blue haired male, crying silently, the fear of losing his bandmates is just- sickening. it made him sick to the stomach as he start to shake violently. "Hey, hey, hyung what made you think i would hate you, hm?" Hushed the caregiver, smiling as he hugged his hyung. "Hyung, i would never hate you, alright? i love you so damn much, to even hate you. and yes, i wont tell anyone. but, the others deserves to know, yea?" Seungmin's soft, soothing voice made Felix felt calm. he knew, his dongsaeng would still love him. until, the voices came back..

Seungmin hates you.

seungmin doesnt like you

seungmin's gon' tell everyone

everyone's gonna hate you

youre gonna get kicked out.

kicked out..

kicked out.

kicked out

kicked out

kicked ou-

Felix snapped out of his thought, as he felt something in his mouth. He looked down to see what it was, and there it was. a pacifier. a fucking pacifier. 'shit, shit, shit, shit! i'm gonna slip- no, dont you dare slip- fuck.' felix gave up, slipping into headspace. he start to cry. cry and cry in his caregiver's arms, sobbing. "shh, pixie.. youre okay, dada's here.. shh.." Whispered seungmin, as he start whispering sweet nothings to his little's ears. soon enough, the little stopped crying. the little looked up at seungmin, his doe eyes making seungmin melt. "yea?" asked seungmin, smiling like an idiot. his hyung is so adorable. "d-dada.. chu sho pewfwect.." whispered the littled, reaching with his small hands to touch seungmin's face, giggling. seungmin, smiled widely, blushing. "ah, am i? but youre more perfect in my eyes, lixie." cooed seungmin, as the little giggled.

"wets' pway bwocks twogetha!" cheered the smaller, bouncing in seungmin's laps. seungmin laughed, nodding. "yea, lets play."

~timeskip~
The two had played together plenty of times, and finally, felix fell asleep. The next day, the two were thinking of nicknames to call the little, so that seungmin can use cute nicknames for his little lixie. These are their options:

* Lixie
* Pixie
* Baby
* Sweetie
* Sweets
* luv
* cutie
* honey

seungmin listed all of these nicknames, writting it down in a piece of paper. "so, hyung. what do you feel more comfortable with?" asked seungmin, handing the paper to his hyung. felix took the paper, looking at the list of names to call himself. felix thought for a while, and now decided.

"luv."

"luv?" asked the younger, making sure.

"yes, luv. its cute." replied the older, a smile plastered on his face.

"alright, luv it is!"

-end--

tot. words: 723

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heyy, this is hoenstly the first time i have written something like this, so i hope its nice! y'all, pls bare with my ugly writting. 😭