skz littles !

who would've thought? (b. ch x l. mh)

who would've thought? 

bang chan x lee minho
little: bang chan
cg: lee minho
angsty & some fluff !

bang chan. a member, the leader and also the oldest in a popular K-POP boy band, stray kids. everyone, litteraly everyone thinks he's "perfect". even JYP, expects chan to be able to do anything, everything. jyp gave him all his trust, to bang chan, so that he can lead his bandmates. even his members gave him the nickname as "perfect". oh boy, only if they knew.. not everyone, is perfect.

all this pressure that was given to him, made him stressed, unable to slip. he became depressed. even stays are getting worried. all, of stays are worried of their idol. bang chan has been so busy. so fucking busy. he can't even stop. he won't stop.  he wants to give the best entertainment for stays. he loves them too fucking much. but, his members didn't relize that their fellow leader, has a deep secret that he's never told anyone?

and here he is. bang chan. in his room, making music. he's so stressed right now, everything seems so.. wrong. it's not perfect. it needs more of this, more of that- nothing's right! 

his room is so messy right now. it's not the best sight to see, for now. papers, pens, pencils. scrumbled papers in the floor. his trash bin is full. no. why can't i be right?! that's all what the poor leader thinks right now. the leader hasn't slipped in a while- no. he can't. he can't let his bandmates down. no. never. he's not gonna slip, and that's that. he hates little space- no, he despises it. he hates how he is right now. his little self wanting to kick in right now. he wants to slip so, so badly. but he can't. 

"hyung? can i come in?" a knock in his door was heard. chan sighed, sucking in a deep breath before lazily walking to the door, unlocking it. he looked up to see minho. he faked a smile. "hey, what up?" asked the older, letting his dongsaeng in to his messy room. minho stepped inside, his eyes widening at the papers scattered in the floor. pens, pencils everywhere. "hyung, have you been making music, again? hyung, you know it needs to come to a stop. you have to stop with this stressful things, yeah? please, hyung?" minho was worried. seems like it's only him that noticed it. bang chan gulped, closing the door. 

"haha, nice joke, minho." chuckled chan, walking to his own bed, sitting down. "it's not stressful- no it isn't." he lied trough his teeth. minho, rolled his eyes, picking up his papers of lyrics. "hyung, these lyrics are nice, okay?"

"no, it isn't. it's not perfect enough! it needs to be perfect, i can't- jyp is gonna hate me!" cried chan, the thought of jyp scolding him made him sick to the stomach. "no, hyung. it's alright. what you wrote is already- perfect." smiled minho, his attempt on comforting his one and only hyung failed. "no- it isn't perfect enough." chan is so stubborn sometimes. minho sighed, walking over to chan, sitting beside his hyung. "channie hyung? what you wrote is so, so, so perfect in my eyes. jyp would love it. stays are gonna love it. please, hyung. tell me what's wrong, yeah?" again, comforted minho. 

chan gulped, debating on spilling his huge, deep secret to his dongsaeng or make up an excuse.

he's gonna hate you.

what kind of leader are you? can't even lead your bandmates. ha!

he's gonna tell your secret to everyone.

who would want a old, ugly little leader like you?

your not perfect.

who would've thought that the leader is actually a little?

stays doesn't like you!

you have to be perfect.

"-chan hyung!" chan felt a hand shaking his hands, trying to stop himself from those stupid voices. "hyung?" whispered minho, his eyes starting to sweat. yes, he's sweating through his eyes, don't ask. "i-i.." chan stammered, not relizing he blanked out for a good 60 seconds. minho smiled softly at him, his eyes softening. "hyung? tell me, please.." whispered minho, ever so sweetly. "i- tell you what?"

"tell me, what's wrong, hyung?" asked the younger, cupping his hyung's face with both his tiny hands. "i-i.. p-promise you won't tell..? the others, i mean.." mumbled the older, nervous. "okay, i promise."

"pinky promise? i-i know it's childish but- pinky promise?" again, asked chan, looking up at minho with his doe eyes as he held up the smallest finger in his hands.  "yes, pinky promise, channie hyung." assured the younger, interwining both their pinkies together. chan sucked in a breath and exhaled a shaky one. "i.. i'm a little." chan blurted out, looking down, not wanting to see his dongsaeng's eyes. "you- what?"

"i'm a little. you know what it means.. right?" asked chan, looking up at minho. "i- um, no.." said minho, shy. he scratched the back of his neck, blushing. "uh.. well, little doesn't mean size. what i meant, is.. i uh- it's where an adult, has a mindset as a certain age, which is younger than how old they are right now.. and those are to cope stress, and usually it happens for those who has a traumatic childhood, so uhm.. Oh, and littles needs caregivers to help take care of them. I yeah that's it.. I- you're fine with these right? " asked chan, earning no response from minho who's processing things. "p-please don't tell the others! d-don't hate me, i-i'm sorry-" chan chocked out a sob, noticing that minho didn't answer.

minho's eyes widens, pulling his only hyung into his arms, cuddling him. "shh, hyung. youre okay- got that? youre with me, no one's gonna hate you. i won't tell anyone, i'll keep it between the two of us." comforted minho, his voice making chan calm down for a bit, sniffling.  "Hyung-ah? I volunteer to be your caregiver. " said minho, flashing his adorable smile. "R-really?" Asked chan, shook. "Yes, really. "

(Timeskip-- the next day)

"Dadaaa! C-channie wuvs chu shop muchieee! " screamed chan, as he bounced in minho's bed. Minho laughed, hugging his little. "Oh you little baby! Hey, soonie, soongi and dori wants to meet you! " exclaimed Minho, revealung his 3 cats. Chan screamed, scared. "Noooo! T-thewesh f-fo' scawy bwue eye monstaaa!!!! " screamed the little, crawling to his  caregiver, hugging him for his dear life. "G-get it out, dada! " cried chan, cuddling Minho. Minho laughed, so happy that his leader is now normal, and living a happy, and healthy life.

END

Tot. Words: 1141

A/n:
  Heyyy, today is a veryyy loonggg day! And yep! I have completed this one shot! Hope y'all enjoy this one! Pls vote, I'd be so happy! Thanks you guyyzzz! ❤